Body really aching much ... Darn with anymore pressure to it thats It. Enduring the pain is the word to use... So much things affecting my whole holidays. Sch starting soon... some of my plans are ruined by some minor/major problems.

I started planning my time for all of u during this Holidays during my attachment period. Gt Concerts, Events and also Outing. Some are needed to be planned early cause Tickets might be out like example the Dance Concert @ Victoria and E awards @ The Floating Platform. Glad that the Bros were able to catch up alot during this holidays.

Swimming, Cage ( Soccer ), Prawning and alot more.... Its all so fun outing. With Different ppl also.

Holidays are ending soon yet I do not get the chance to go out with her. So jealous of others who can go out with her. ......... Blah Blah Blah. Whatever...

I love Swimming the most followed by Cage and the worst of all is E awards although I love the concert but during the process of asking ppl to go, Its alot of efforts wasted. I used up all my time planning for it because of Joseph's Influence cause he wanted to go so badly... how can I leave him alone? Thx bros for making it possible to go. Thx Noel for being a Substitute and Buying I left over Ticket frm me...

In every Outing or meet ups, I will always be the one planning Just because I can plan instantly and fast. Effective. If u guys cant see the effort I have placed in all plannings den whats the use?

Ppl TRUST me just because they know i can plan and make it a vry fun and pleasant day. Everyone makes mistakes Y because of a mistake u make it a bigger mistake and nt by approaching the mistake and amend it?

Girls are weird cause Boy and Girl can be vry gd friends and also vry close friends. When a boy ask them out, and they are friend with him, they will not reject when they can. But if they know that the boy lyks them, they will just avoid and treat them lyk Viruses. Y judge a book by its cover? U nvr even read the contents u want to throw the book away.

Once vry good friends and a guy wants to care and concern for the girl more, the girl just ignore. Whats the point? Give him a chance to care for u and concern for u maybe he can be better than someone u think is better. Some ppl are just not for u because they play with ur feelings but not all guys are lyk that.

If u think finding a perfect guy can be much easier I can tell u its different now already.

I dint see a post talking abt me gg out with u or whatever before. A normal friend will be in but a close friend have no place ... how dissapointing can it get. How I wish my heart is made from Diamond which can nvr be broken down into any pieces...

I care for u when u r sick. I concern for u when u r worried about ur exams. I am there for u when u need someone to talk to. What about u? Will u even be there abit for me when I am sick, worried abt my exams ( Failed already and did u care? ), when i need someone a vry close friend who is a girl i can talk to. Where r u? U do not even care... When I injured myself where r u? Do u care?

I really thx all my bros for me... after 2 yrs, still there to help me out when my wrist is injured the other time when attachment period... i cant eat anything only bread ... how bad can it be? Ian, Desmond, jonKhoo and Kia... thx for the help and concer... Really appreciated...

U guys Get what I mean? Its life ... No one is perfect.