Theres always something to remember... Past memories? Or whatever... Firstly Let me finish up my post for the day then I will post an apology post...

Today went for Supp Test... well hope to get through this time. Accompany Desmond to BoonKeng to extend his warranty. Then off home... switch on the com and well done .. Called HP and they ask me to immediately go down to Hp for check. So i immediately Brought it down. They check for the first time and it can on... after 1 shutdown, thats It. Send in to HP again for the 6th Time... Sianz.. After that went to Airport to meet Kia, Ian and Desmond. Ate there and home sweet home... really no mood for anything.



APOLOGY POST....

Till now I still do not know Y u do not want to talk to me... seems to be avoiding me. I admit I am too harsh to make a decision that time cause its unexpected. Its not as if i never took the effort or whatever to make the plans. I really put in effort to plan for it... I am really sorry. Sorry SOrry SOrry SOrry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry SOrry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry....

I just hope that we can talk things out... Since I have already forgiven u, I think u should forgive me too right?

U might be wondering what happened to the Ticket rite? Well this is the story of the Ticket ... Actually Urs...

Its ard 3.30pm and Joseph and I were still stonning there spamming calls for ppl to go but alot rejected cause of Tuition and all... Finally till our unexpected answer frm NOEL CHUA... He was at the IT fair.. So he agreed to buy the ticket frm us by selling him at a lower price set by Joseph ... SO thats How the ticket was sold btw.

I promised in future there will not be this kind of things happening again... I promise..

Kinda Completed my Revision for ltr 9am exam... Although cant really revise.. But I am gg for my best tmr. All the best for myself... Used to have motivation frm her but non now... Well i am giving her time...

Thx all that have comforted me and talked to me... Bros and Mei... Thx... Appreciated.

I choose to Forgive u and I mean Forgive... But Y u lied?

If u really cant forget what has happened on that Friday Nite, I have already apologised... What can I do now?

We used to chat happily and all... no nth has happened.

What are friends for? What do u think?


Thx Ian, Kia, Desmond, Joseph, Jaclyn and those who Cheer me up when My results are so bad ... I failed my Bio and the rest are just a C and D+ all the way.... U used to cheer me up when I am in this state... but its not already.

My clinical last time was a B... now a D... All because of the SISTER... Darn HEr.
My Essay Gt a D+... last time was B+ almost A...
The rest D+ still fine with it... Psychology n Sociology... CFC... HA...

Its Disaster... Darn O's lvl again..
Lucky me with lots of Support ard. If nt I would have not survived this Yr...

Rmbring my DNT was with As.... till O's its D7....
Was happy For my Science... Physics was A1 and Chem Was F9... Lucky to pull till B4...
Humans was suppose B3 to 4 but come out E8...
Maths to be C5 but nvm... paper 2 screwed...
Chinese C6 and Eng a D7...

Wheres my luck? No luck this Yr ...

SO so So so so so so down this time...

Alrights An Early Post to end the day...

Sorry peeps Was not in the mood.

Andy: Desmond What will u do if u know someone who u trust alot Lie to u one day?

Desmond: I will cut off contacts with the person.

Andy: Y?

Desmond: Easy u trust the person so much and yet the person lie to u... Its easy as ABC.


Was having a conver with desmond...

I was so hurt and dissapointed.. cause when i asked u that question I know sth is gonna happen and thats It... U lied to me.. U feel gd uhh? U nvr lied to me ... but u did now. FIrst time ever... U hurt me too deep... U lied ...


LIED

LIES!!!!

U LIED!!!


Y MUST U LIE?????!!!!!!?????!!!!!

Hais cant helped lah... Too much unexpected things happened.

2010 should be happy Yr.. But turns out to be the opposite.

Days are nvr the same.

Full Of Apologies...

2yrs back 3 Left...

Now someone gg to leave again makes it 3yrs 4 ppl left.

2yrs back cause of cannot betray friend so left...

Now is because of small matter leaving? am i rite?

I am Sorry X (infinite)

Forgive me

Listen up my friends...

Misunderstanding can be deadly... It can lead to alot of unwanted things. Unexpected too someone close to u will leave u one day because of Misunderstanding too. U will nvr expect it to happen but it just comes in too suddenly. Its way too fast to stop it.




Also another thing for someone to knw. U will nvr knw that ur friends or bros or whatever will leave u due to a vry stupid reason but true indeed. Some ppl tend to GGFF... Got Girl Forget Friend... Yes theres room for Bros, Girlfriend, Friends and so on... means different ppl gg out on different days. When U r out with any group rmb to be in it... chat here and there... not all the way answering calls frm Girlfriends... Yes they want to chat with u.. but sms can also.. don have to answer call all the way.. then whats the purpose of gg out with Friends, Bros and whatever?? Rite?

Aiyo... Still giv lots of excuses.. Comeon. When u with ur GF do we keep calling u? No cause we knw u wont even answer... nor we will sms cause u will nvr reply cause excuse is that u forget... Puiii...


Hais.

Knew a Senior and He is now working as Assistant Producer For Channel 8 Show... Every Thurs 8pm that Funny Show.

Lucky to know him ... Hope that He can find me a Job in Mediacorp Woots... I want work In Mediacorp ... Data Entry, Asst. ( position ), All .... I just want to work in Mediacorp hahas...

Went for Alumni meeting this Morning till 2pm plus... well was given a post in the meeting under ChengLei. Chatted and met some seniors hahas... real seniors who graduate in 2005, 2003 and 2002 hahas.. Well... After meeting, the big bosses drove us to eat.. ChengLei and I in same car omg!!! Its Jaguar.. Wa liao sua gu leh nvr sit in suck expensive car b4 hahas.. $280,000 is the price for the car... OMG!!!

Well after that accompany senior Yong Hao, Aaron and Ker Shin if i nt wrong to bus stop and lastly waited for YH father to fetch him so after that went home for revision again... Till ltrs..

Updated...

Hmm... Went to Raffles Hotel as usual and off to AliSHan Kovan to eat.. After that drink SoyaBean den off to Fairmont Hotel to deliver clothes den off home.. well for tdy its nth liao lah..GG to study again...




I cant explain the pain now... I wished I could ... Its the pain of being ignored. It hurts but still I am enduring...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM JIA YI ( Daughter )..
xD...


Today is the most Boring and Pissed off day I can say... Almost all of us never talk all the way. Omg. Worst Day ever... went back to YYSS and slack bought lappy there tgt with Des too.. So played FM2010.. after that, LJY team needs to use my lappy so lent them and wa lasted till 5pm till I can get it back hahas.. so after that ....

Ian, JonKhoo, Kia, Des n I headed to my hse for me to finish my part of revision and off to Des father's company and he drove us back to his hse. Ate and somehow quarrel because of Lan.. Wth everyday Lan so DL sia.. Not sick meh... -.-

So after that JonKhoo wanted to go back Kovan to play Lan so he went off ... I cycle to fetch him to bus stop but in de end managed to pursuade him back to go leisure park. So off to play Datona lols.. so fun and Mt awhile won of course. Cycled back to his hse and off home...

% of us chatting throughout is 10% and 90% is nvr talk ... WTH happened?? All of us not in gd mood i can say...

On the way back, Saw Joy in bus 21 Hahas... Pri sch mate and Kia's Sec sch mate hahas... lols. Coincidence.



Days Passed ... I am more Worried for u. What happened actually ... its fading.

For my Bros...

Treasure ur loved ones and Friends... Y i said that is because someone important to me has lost faith in me... Y in the first place i don trust u its because I took 2weeks in advance to inform abt sth... until the last min den u tried. If I am really wrong I apologised... but u r just being petty dont u think so? Nvm maybe u are not... Ever since that matter, the way u see me and talk to me have changed totally.


To Desmond: Desmond... Well I know u are unhappy that JonKhoo, Kia and I called u a feeder... but u know we r just joking.. If we all keep saying that u r a pro, there wont be any fun conversation among us rite? Also u have to know... Well Desmond.. If there is anything u need help in, feel free to find me xD... lastly I really don knw if our BrotherHood will last till when but hope nth will affect this...

To Ian: Ian... Well I know u r in a relationship. Don let it affect the ties between us bros... not u n me but all of us... Kia, Des, Joseph and Jon Khoo... U have to put in time with us too nt always with her... Girlfriend is impt but Bros/Friends are more impt serious... Sometimes what u said in sms are really too offending yet u do not knw abt it sometimes... Lastly I do not know if this BrotherHood will last till when but we almost lost it once just lucky to get it back... Hope not to happen again...

To Kia: Kia... its really a miracle that we can become Brothers even though we know each other through CDAC ... so without CDAC, we will nvr be friends let alone brothers. I am glad to knw u and introducing Desmond, Jonathan Khoo, Ian, Joseph and Jaclyn.. my bros and friend to u. Until now our Brotherhood still strong... Lastly For u, I can say that we wont have any problems cause I knw we will there for one another when somethings crop ups.. Hail to our Brotherhood.

To JonathanKhoo: JonathanKhoo... Bros for 6yrs eventually. Although sometimes u are that heck care, I knw u will still care for me bro.. we have been through alot of darn quarrels sometimes but that does not stop us frm being bros.. Thx for being there for me whenever i need help. Lastly, I am scared that this brotherhood cant last for some reasons.. but still I knw it will last...

To Joseph: I do not think that u will read this but thx for being there for me... Helping me. For u because u are in JC and theres too little things I can talk to u abt but I knw for u, Sometimes u are just being too ignorant... U have to answer call and reply sms sometimes.. don leave it there and dont reply.. its kinda rude u knw? Hmm well lastly, Thx and I knw this Brotherhood will last till the very end...

Alrights... Should End here already... Tmr nite after study will have another bros meeting.. Hope to see all of them there... as for Joseph, will find a time to go to Joseph hse to visit him again...


Here I would want to thx some ppl...

JonathanKhoo: Thx for treating me sometimes when I am lack of cash...

Desmond: Thx for spending ur money on treating us Food n Arcade... I hope u save the money for Food instead of Arcade..

Ian: Don knw what to thx u but being bros for so long nvr seen u treat us b4... all is we treat u nia.. to GF u can treat but Bros also can rite?

Joseph: Thx for being always there for me when I need help or someone to talk to.. thx God for letting u stay nxt to my blk so that I could access ur hse anytime when u can...

Kia: Thx for accompanying me When I need someone to go out or relax... u are the one who will nvr say its far and because of that by not gg...

Cindy n HuNing: Thx for always being by my side in sch and also caring for my reults and all... So glad to knw the 2 of u.

Jaclyn ( White ) : Thx for being there for blackie when I need someone to talk to...

Sherwin: Thx for caring for me sometimes... n wish to hear ur stories u wanted to tell...

Jovial: Thx for being there for Smart Kor...

Thats all for now bah... Nth much le ... too long a post....

Have a sudden Feel for Studying after gg for Remedial Lesson on Bio tdy... Gonna pass and Do better for nxt sem.. I cant let my GPA go on lyk this anymore...

Watched KungFu Cyborg Just now... I love the story.. Well its not wrong to love someone..

Now I rather I am a Robot instead of Human... Robots and Human are the same they only go for what they want...

Humans can fall in love but not Robots... Humans have heart not lyk robots which uses only Battery.

If I am a Robot, I wont say that I love u cause I want to live on... I want to open my eyes to see u, I want to be there for u whenever u need someone to talk to, I want to hold ur hands and hug u when u feel cold... lastly I wont picked the Flowers for u @ the dangerous cliff cause I want to live on... Robots fall in love and they will lose their powers... because I am a robot u can love me but cant be with me... If one day u found someone over me, I will go to that dangerous cliff to get the flowers for u ... I rather sacrifice for u in the vry end ... [ This is what I want to be ]

If I am a human, I will say I love u cause I said that right infront of u b4. U made ur decision that really break my heart but I gave u my wishes... cause u choose the path. Comments were given but u dint take it by heart. Things unexpected happened... after knowing all that has happened, I decided to share all ur sadness with me... I want to make u feel happy but not sad because of all that has happened. Only a human can share real happiness and sadness with the Heart!!... But not robots.


Not every guy has the guts to ask nor step forward. It take courage which comes frm the heart. U have to lift urself out from the place where he left u alone ... and stand up and keep going forward. U have to give urself a chance to move on so that others can care for u... Keeping urself standing there does not move u to anywhere...




Well don knw why after watching KungFu Cyborg I have lots of things to say... Hais. Well No matter wat, I will always be there for u.. wheather u feel it or nt, U must know that I am always there for u ...


Alrights Off for a nap... was not feeling any better ... Fall sick in such a time. I want to get well soon... Soon..........

Alrights for tdy... went DBS bank with daddy to settle sth.. after that off to Kia's hse and SA awhile b4 gg off for so called Brunch... hehes.. after that watch Brown Sugar Macchiato Epi 1 with kia... Hahas. SA all till 4pm.. den off to hougang mall and meet Ian @ Compass Point.

Walked ard eat and saw Mediacorp artist there shooting Watson thingi... Eddie Lee was there too.
After that headed to Kovan for tea but i drink Sugarcane drink... den Jonathan came and we set off to SA again... Wa liao.. 1hr den home sweet home...

Was walking home and thinking of what to do for this week. I only knw that most of my time is to study for my Bio and pass the Supp paper.. and after that free. Nxt up is that I knw that u will reply me no matter what... U have nvr ignore my msg W/o telling me the reasons. This is the first time... I don knw where or what went wrong... can we talk? U r making me more worried for u...

I think I am gg Berserk... My mood this week was totally drained down... I have no mood.

Results out tdy... don wish to say anything abt it. Need to take Sub paper for Bio. Fail others can lah but Y fail my Bio? Kns ... GPA dropped again. So drag down by it ... Anyone to motivate me?? I really hope that "U" are the one motivating me by talking to me once again... there must be a reason to why there is communication prob nw. I need to knw the reason.

All I want u to knw is that I really want to be there to care, concern and be with u... be by ur side to help u in all ways. To totally forget the other half of u previously, u have to giv urself a chance and will u be able to give me and u a chance?? I really mean it. U can don trust me but let me prove to u.

Alrights whats in for tdy? Hmm well woke up with shock.. 1pm. WTH. Nvm after that use bro's com and play SA hahas. Owned Lah.. COme on All diamonds still lose wth. I realised my TRG skills improved by 100%. Quick zoom and no scope shoot will be so powerful.

After that headed down to Jon Khoo mum's shop for hair cut. After that headed down to Bugis to find Ian. Den watch ppl play MT3 Dx plus. Headed down to Raffles Hotel and help to deliver Suits and shirt over to Fairmont Singapore. Sianz run 2 times cause aunt forget abt 1 more shirt hahas. After that off to dinner and home.

Well have been using Bro n Sis com... My com went back to HP again for Replacement of Parts and Cause Battery Drain too fast. 2% in less than a Min. Calculate how long to drain my batt with 100%? 25mins Batt died le hahas. So they say its Processor prob this time. Hope it will be fine after all these brought back.... Urghhhh.

Just find this 2 songs kinda nice... Frm Shinee... JoJo and Ring Ding DOng hahas... Coool
Hais.. Feeling so bored this holidays and Its nt a smooth holiday too... nxt week most prob gg to Genting .. i want to relax...


U r giving me the feeling that u wanted to avoid me, u don wish to talk to me. I don know why but its the feeling u r giving me. U always reply in the same way. I just hope what I am thinking is nt what u mean. Its just few chats and thats it ... always busy. I really hope there's a day u are free to chat for long.

Alrights Late post for the day... Hmm yupps another scolding and very last scolding tdy afternoon... Drag my time till 3.45pm which is overshot 45mins. WTF. Nvm so headed back home with Desmond. He actually meet me @ 10am for brkfast. 

So his father fetch us to his hse and Kia was already there. We ate and headed off to Leisure park. Machine was not full its empty. So we decided to play ... Yupps won 17 times and lost only 3 times. So yeah they won and look vry happy lols.. Funny seh.. Noobs are everywhere. Well Its really fun day. So after playing headed to Parkway to have Mos Burger... Wa flashed back memories when I had my so called lunch or dinner there with Kia... LOls. 

Fun day tdy with Kia and Des... Ian cant come because of work. Junwei because of BBQ and he don knw how to cycle. Jonathan Khoo cause of some excuses. Hope will have time again with them ... Wooooo. Headed home to SA with Kia, Des and Junwei hahas.. cool. But kind of wan to wack JW and Des... Sianz. 

Well So nw holidays off to find part time... and $$$$$ hahas... 

I am free now so will be taking the initiative to ask her out sometimes... hope that she wont reject my invitations. Although I knw she will but I will try my vry best. Thats what I can do nw. Invitations include.... Tea, Coffee, Chat, Dinner, lunch, Brkfast or Outing. xD 

Well Off to sleep no more 5am waking up time. But still i will wake up 7am to Jog... Starting frm nxt monday xD. 

AnothER pissed off day... was actually peacefull this morning... doing my stuffs and what I am supposed to do. Suddenly, ard 10.50am, That Bitch came in... and come and see what I am doing. I was bringing the patient to Toilet bath... so she KPO.. I asked a AN to help but she told her to go away.. so I do myself.. Yupps nvm. Went back to cubicle and she started ask me abt Report so I told her all I knw. She keep prompting.. In the end I answered all her 2 ques she ask me yest. She den giv me another 9 more ... KNS.. Curse her go out bang by Lorry... Lorry nt Car... Its lorry.

She say to my C.I if I tmr cant answer her, i will need to do another attachment. FK..... My C.I pour cold water somemore.. Kns after this attachment, I don wan see them anymore.. Fk up. I am gg enjoy my 1mth... GG overseas I hope. Tmr better clear... If nt fk them. KNN.... My mood tmr don turn it upside down can le... If they do, they will nvr have better life on after that. 

Y am I so pissed? I am happy with what I am doing. There is nth wrng AN or SN also nvr kpkb... At lease I do things.. don believe ask AN n SN lah KNN... Bitches.. My last few days u make me unease I see how long u can ease urself... maybe nt working in TTSH but a patient in TTSH soon... try me thx. 

After Work, went to meet up with kia and headed to HP again. Brought Com down to do updates... and in de end need to send in cause of Batt drainage problem... Drain too fast. So yupps after sending in, went over to Harbourfront centre to eat... Hahas. Cool saw alot of cats!!! After that went to VIvo to walk ard... chatted and chatted... Saw Fireworks coming out frm Universal Studios Singapore... after that headed to Kovan and home sweet home... Tmr be a better day... Pls. Don brk my mood. 

I refrained myself frm smsing u. Y? Cause I want to let u have a breathing space and let u cool down also. I don want to irritate u nor make u angry... I knw u r angry with me. I just hope that we can talk again... I don wish to see any relegation occurs... Pls. It hurts ...

I AM DAMN PISSED OFF FOR TDY!!!!!!!

Kena Called down by NYP lecturer and don knw what SISTER!!!!
C.I was there too....

Actually was only caught by Hair for main prob nia... Nth will happen. 2 wks have passed but unluckily caught by a off duty SN... KNN FK her retarded problem.. ur relative there so what? U off duty KPO so much for wad.??? Curse U SN... U nvr KPO nth will happen .. NO lecturer No sister no nth!!!! FK tard!!! N also If C.I I wished she nvr say much more... tell me in private can le... Nw kena blacklisted liao ... I am fking pissed off can?? Darn it....

I am already pissed off with some problems unsettled ... U come giv me problem. Nvr let me see u walking outside... KNS!!! I don wish to spout Vulgars but U forced me to. Nw I have more work to do... Ltr morning shift... GG take report with darn Sister... FK sia. Observe me what? If i have no interest in doing I would have Quitted Sch... Y am I still there? I have friends supporting me ... Not lyk u no life... cant u be lyk other sisters?? Teach us not KNN us... Think u so pro issit? We must memorise everything ... Other SN also will forget de... U suddenly pop question I nervous only forget part of the answer u need me do HW.. lyk i don knw how to see.

Pissed off lah really. Spoil my Mood for the day.. come in with a smile and end with anger.. KNS.
Loaded With Lots and Lots of Workload and Lifeload... What else?


I really wished u were there sharing my problems I have while working but I cant... I am scared of talking to u again. The phobia is there... *Slap* myself for saying those words that Hurt u... I am really sorry.

No mood.... Really No Mood....

Attitude... Thx uhh... Attitude...

For u I choose to forgive and forget...

But have u?

Off to FM2010.....

I promised to change the way u want me to be... What do u want me to do just for u to not be angry with me anymore? Pls...

I shall post ltr in de afternoon... I am super tired after coming back frm E Awards .... Sianz

Alrights let me update now. Photos will be uploaded soon...

Okaes... meet Joseph ard 11.30am and off to YYSS for the 100th Yr anniversary Food and Fun Fair. Thx MeiYi for the $15 voucher for us to use. So bought quite a few things to eat and use. Its kinda fun too. After that, went home and bath and meet Joseph @ his hse and rested. Spams call to alot of ppl SRJCians, Cousins and even friends. Alrights after that headed down to Serangoon Mrt and meet Kia. We headed to Lau Pat Sat and eat with Ian. After that went up to his hse cause Joseph and Kia nvr see b4. Then off to Pool haha.. so fun.

After pool headed down to the Floating Platform to meet Noel cause he is the one that bought the ticket over and i sold him @ 20 nia. Lost $5 nvm lah.... The event was so High.... By2, Ah du, Yoga Lin, JJ lin, Eason chan, Liang Wen Yin, LiuLingLing and more... Hahas especially Shinee.. when they come out all ppl stand up Kns.. cant see a thing need stand on chair... hahas. So during the whole event, we went down to buy food and drinks hahas.. so fun day.

After the whole event, Kia and Noel took bus 70M hme... and Joseph, Ian n Me we went to Lau pat sat to have supper. After that headed back to our hse by taxi.. hais $17.70. Cool.



I apologised to u for what I have said. I was waiting for a forgiving sms back... Since 1pm plus, I waited till the even was over... 12am. In my mind I am gg positive. Its either u are tired, Hp no Batt or u forget. So the nxt morning will reply. Till nw 2pm plus I see nth. Means U are not gg to forgive me? Whose more dissapointed nw?

Tdy after work, went back to YYSS to help... after that meet Kia @ kovan andn off to IT show saw alot of friends lols... mainly is to meet Jon Khoo.. after that Kia n I went to Eat @ Crystal Jade Kitchen... Wa liao $36 for 2 ppl lols... cool. First time eating @ restaurant with a friend.. lols.. Home sweet home after that... xD

Well off to SA... xD

Edited...

I am sorry for what I have said... Dint blame u too xD.. Hope u don get misunderstood... xD... Well Off I go out with Joseph, Kia and Ian ... Bye Peeps...

Bon Voyage Jovial n Gerlist xD... Have Fun

Well tdy was ok ... Tiring day indeed. Was so looking forward for Fri and Sat... Hmm.. Well after work, meet JonKhoo @ City Hall and off to kovan and buy Mac hahas.. went to his grandma hse to eat.. after that home...

Hmm Tmr gg back YYSS to do project and meeting Kia after that to go IT show... Woo... GG out!!! Wahhahaa.... Whahahhaa... So boring lor. Sianz.

Well Nth much tdy... Off to sleep nites

Its quite a late post for tdy. Was doing my case study... Its alot to write so I decided to hand in on Fri. I completed 90% already finally. Was so tired tdy... Also i have lost my Ezlink card luhh darn it.. Cant find it.

Well after work tdy, went to Bishan and meet Kia after that headed to my hse. I slept while Kia used my lappy. Rest till 6pm plus den headed down to Changi Airport to meet Desmond. We went to T2 and eat hokkien mee... woo... Nice and after that went to the new area called Changi Aviation Gallery so nice... U all go le will knw. After walking ard that area, we sat down at the carpet there som nice... Hmmm off to T3 with Jokes and laughter.. Hahas..Bought Bo luo Bao and off home.. really tiriing... Hais.

Its been 2 days since we chatted. Life was so different when I did not talked to u... I have no mood to do anything. I was like forced to do so I can say. Nvm I still have to do. When I talked to u, I have the motivation frm u... its when I really have the mood to do so. I know ur limitations towards replying but few per day will be enough... as long as there's topic for us. I wished u can also talked to me even if I dint sms u. But I think thats impossible.

I am really not in a gd mood today. I was 7mins late for attachment. I was scolded for wrong answers to a question. I was asked to do all the work for de whole morning. I endure although my hand is still nt fully healed. My wrist can nw slowly turn but nt dorsi or planta flexion.

I really want my hand to heal fast... really b4 saturday. Saturday is vry impt day.. I have been looking forward to it. 1 Day out ... cool.

Well... I haven been feeling so well recently cause of the injury and also partially because of that it affects my mood. I don lyk it. I wan be cheerful and lively.

I dont knw if u find me bothering u?? I really dont knw. U knw Y i smsed u? Y i talked to u? Its all because I care and concern for u... I wished I could make u forget him and consider me... is it difficult? No I am nt pushing u for an answer.. It takes time.. I giv u space and time.. Yupps xD.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!

JOSEPH ANG!!!

ALL THE BEST xD.

Well tdy after attachment headed down to YYSS to ask Mr Ayob to write letter. So after that went over to canteen and had abit of conversation Hahas. Talked abt what I am facing now.. Haha. After that headed down to Bishan for prawn fishing with Jon Khoo... Meet Shermin, HweeMin, Kelvin and MeiYi.

Jon and I shared a rod... OMG 3hrs $30.... We caught ..... Jon caught 4, I caught 1 and Ardi caught 1... total 6 and means 1 prawn cost $5 omg@!!!! Ardi came later timing and caught the last prawn in de last 5min hahas...

Hmm after that headed to Headshot to play 1hr of SA.. lols. Den off to beancurd... saw Jenny, YongChuan, YuRei n Ze... and friends.. Wooo.. cool. Den off home... Well tdy is a tiring day... feel lyk sleeping le lols.

Hais... If I am bothering u, pls tell me. I will control myself. I know even if I don msg u, u wont bother smsing me rite? Hais... How I wished I can have someone I could really care and concern for. I am trying my best to heal my wrist cause I don wish to be really in this state and u seeing me in this state.. well well well....

I really hate my life now... so many unexpected things happened. I sprained my left wrist yesterday during a match of soccer @ The cage kallang. Its getting worst n worst each day... the pain is unbearable but I am enduring it. My everyday life has been changed ever since the injury n because of somethings.

Tdy I went Lan with JonKhoo for 10hrs marathon .. Lol. WtH... Hahas. After that went for dinner @ KFC... den off to Jonkhoo's hse and slack.. halfway I slept.. Lols.. Till 10pm and home sweet home...

I really cant type much le .. Its hurting. Hope to get well b4 Saturday. I don wish her see me in this state... I feel so useless nw. Cant do anything myself. I need a second hand.

Have been asking myslef Y must it be u? My heart answers saying because at first u should be the one but u choose the wrong person. Now Fate is giving me the chance now. I am trying my best to eat n do things... I endure the pain because I knw u don wish to see me in such a state. There are no communication problems between us and its really fine...there's topic always. Its time u should put the unhappy momenst behind and move on... giving me the chance.. I promised i wont be lyk him. I will do my vry best to care and concern for u... u can mark my words. I believe we can last all the way as long as we trust each other. Will u be willingy to be my second hand?

Well should post abt tdy? Hahas... actually was feeling so bad until I don wish to do anything. Really don have the mood.

Woke up by Jonathan Khoo's wake up call. Wash up and meet him on bus 51 ard 10.45am. Headed down to Kallang and missed a stop ahhas.. So walked to Kallang Mrt and drink soya milk while waiting for kelvin. After meeting kelvin, we headed down to The Cage @ kallang by the shuttle bus. Played for 4 hrs frm 12pm to 4pm... straight.. so tiring.

Whats worst? First game because of my mood, was not concentrating well too.. the ball hit my left hand and there goes my sprain. So suay. after 2 yrs, the sprain was back. Its kinda better cause can clench fist but cant take things already. Back to the useless me? Sad. After that ate Pasta Mania with Kelvin n Jonkhoo.. after that JunYi joined us. Went kovan with uncle, aunt and Cousin for dinner. Headed home.

Hahas... was abt to go on diet cause of the pain in the wrist. I cant take anything frm nw on. I m back to last time.. need ppl help me. I can only eat bread? The lightest or biscuit. But Sherwin say that I better eat if nt faint den jialad lols... Well I wont faint de lah... Thx Ian too for the concern, Desmond and Joseph hahas...

After Half a day, My mood was back to normal again. I dint knw what to sms but I took out the courage again to ask what happened. Since I knw ur answer already, I was quite glad abt it. Thx for the concern for my wrist. I will eat more if I can. I really cant buy food and take it myself. the pain is unbearable but I am enduring it.

Today Marks the end of first wk of my attachment. Was of course happy but for today its kind of different for me... my mood was totally squashed... Its the worst day in that week. I do not wish to say abt it here ... If anyone close to me wants to knw I can tell u... Depends on my mood.

Today so after attachment, went home and Kia n JonKhoo came. We Sa-ed using my TV and after that off to Des hse. We cycled and off to ECP and Eat there... too. Chatted along n also sitting down @ a area which is so quiet. Home sweet home den... nth much to say ... really in no mood...

My phone is getting quieter and quieter... I was waiting for smses but non came in. I waited for the whole day but to no avail. I was so down. My day was drained totally. Heartbroken....

Yes tdy work for morning shift... woke up @ 5am and off to work.. also I am working as Sherwin's alarm clock hahas.. xD. Morning shift passes vry fast .. so enthu hahas. Tmr will be the day. Bros day out!!!

Well after work, headed home and off to Kia's hse to take my trolley but then, forget to take and went off to play lan. Eat Bean Curd again... Haha. So nice... so yupps ... nth much for the day...

My days are numbered I suppose... Hais. My blog post also getting shorter n shorter.. My days are shorter n shorter too... I have really nth to say too.. Hais.


I just want u to know ... why am I doing this. I want u to knw that I really truly care for u, concern for u. I take time even if I am really busy to talk to u. Even if I really have limited time for myself, I will still ask u out. To bring u to places u have nvr been to. If only u could giv me the chance. We could even stay n Hang ard late to chat n share feelings. Care n concern for u more. If only u can giv me the chance to.

Tdy... Hmm woke up and go for work... Well actually was fun day but because of a new patient he broke my mood for the day.I was suppose to take his BP, pulse and Sp02.. but, while checking for his IV plug on which hand, he shouted at me ... " 0i don anyhow touch ltr if my Iv come out i gg to sue u ... go off" Kns ... He pissed me off.. den he almost started a fight so i ignore him and walk off... FYI he is a gangster and also in court case for fighting in hospital... lucky he did nt attacked me if not it would be worst. Darn him... Thx Sherwin for cooling me down.

After work tdy, meet up with Jon Khoo to eat BeanCurd hahas.. after that walked home while chatting... Tmr doing morning shift hahas.So looking forward to it haha.

I wished I could spent more time to care and concern for u, eat with u and also go out with u. I cant do much for this 3wks cause of Attatchment. Alrights I should stop here ...

Attatchment Was Fun but kinda boring... I want it to pass soon. I am gonna miss ward 8A n 5C... Saw Ruby the AN of Ward 8A Hahas... Chat with her awhile b4 gg for dinner. After all, went home and Mio Box needs to be changed....

I have nth else to say le ... Nites....

Miss ya

Well what abt tdy? Hmm woke up and off to attatchment and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYDEN... LOLs. Attatchment was kinda fun becos of kind and caring Staffs there... Wooo Rocks on 8A n 5C TTSH!!!!....

Well after that went to meet Kia and off we head to VIVo... Bused down to HP and get back my Lappy. Its kinda better now but I dont think the Fan is still done.. Its really hot. well nvm I will call them again. Darn it. Lols.

After that headed down to Bishan and had our dinner. We took a 1.5hrs bus journey frm HP to Bishan lols... Haha. After dinner ard 8pm went over to sistic to get the tickets for E Awards... 2010. Wooo.... Ian, Kia, Joseph, Sherwin n Me.... Yupps. Spent a total of $250++ on Reparing Com parts and Tickets wooo.... Lols..

Went back home and SA with Kia don feel lyk playing cause kena owned ... hais. No mood den. Yupps Thats gonna be all....

YEAH LAPPY IS BACK AFTER 2 WKs....