Its gg 4am and i am still continuing to study my BIO nth goes into brain already Yawns**
Sleepy Sleepy... x=


Well Well Well... Thank God u made de decision mths ago Just because of a vry gd friend... Well Well Well its ur choice... u made de decision ... No NAMES mentioned Here in my blog... Wahahaha..
Think so highly of urself? Nah u are just a piece of Junk... Serious to tell u cause all ppl tat interact with u b4 and knw u well will knw that ur attitude Suks... Warned u b4 but u heed no advice... Nw regret too late. Ur close friends will probably say no... "U" are den Junk she is gd ... cause they are ur friends .. but if they fall out on u, They will probably say that...
Even if i hate my 5 yrs friend so much, he is still my friend.. U dare say him, Kajiao him, U will nvr get gd life in that FKing big sch... cause u nvr knw who is with u or studying in same sch with u... Wondering Y am i typing so much !@#$%^&*() in here @ this hr...
Yawns** Sleep le tmr den continue...
WAke up BITCH....



If this keeps on gg no peace for me even if i am gg overseas... PMO.
Quarrel and Quarrel is all u think off?
Desmond Poh its nt i wan say him sia i friends with u 5yrs liao still de same i am damn dissapointed.. Desmond i hope u see this serious..

Ok whatever i don wan comment also but some ppl do so KPO arh nt HER problem go comment so much.. Nvm whatever.. Don wish to say somemore..
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Well on Wed passed Present over to Alicia @ Compass Pt.. hahas.. well after that headed to Des hse to teach him Physics and i did revise on my Bio.. Well gg to chiong hard to get into Architecture already no doubts... After that went home...

Thurs Meet up with Ian and Kia @ Tp hahas.. after that went to T1 and Tm to MT3 Dx.. hahas.. after that headed home as usual.. Noobs lose to still put money .. hais .. Well done Kia haha..

So Tdy is my happiest day ever.. wahahha MT3 Dx until siao with Kia hahas... den eat le den MT again omg... Arcade Fever back arh?? Hahas... so nw at home Bio Bio Bio Bio ahhas...

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Wa PMO always ... keep quarreling lah come on.. Hate it Hate it?? Y cannot grow up?? Wan quarrel until brk friendship den happi issit??? KNS GO reflect lah u guys... Wa liao... Brk my happi mood for de day ...

Desmond U go reflect and giv me a reflective Journal until i am happy with it... If nt don talk to me again... After this quarrel u are gg regret i tell u... U wan maintain this Friendship?? Den u think abt it... I am tired of this ever since 5 mths ago de incident... Non-Grown Ups... Still giving kids temper... Sick of It Sick...

I have been lagging for days already... in a few more hrs time i am gg to take O's lvl Eng hahas.. I need a pass for my eng if nt i go overseas have to take up eng lesson which is OMG!!
LOls

So Yeah have been checking up quite a few schs and send email to them already 2 schools will be getting back to give me details. SO i will be waiting for them.
If nt i will continue Nursing until I go NS den say le...

Hais so Tmr den continue so i am off to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............

I have been thinking all these while what i want in life... I talked to Mr. Kendrick my Director abt it... Hmmm well I knw for nw is to get the diploma for Nursing first after that den decide.

I am gg sit down somewhere quiet in my hse and think abt it.. I plan to Go University Of Sydney If i most probably wan take Degree in Nursing if nt try out Design course or Architec course.. well its does nt matter to me nw as i need to go NS first.

Well I really need someone to Giv me this focus and cheering me up.. I do need ur help.. xD So my plan for nw is....

2009 - Yr 1 Nursing
2010 - Yr 2 Nursing
2011 - Yr 3 Nursing
2012 - *Diploma In Nursing or w/ merit*
2012 - NS Yr 1
2013 - NS Yr 2
2014 - Completed NS
2014 - Yr 1 University Of Sydney ( Degree In Nursing/ Architecture )
2015 - Yr 2 University Of Sydney ( Degree In Nursing/ Architecture )
2016 - Yr 3 University Of Sydney ( Degree In Architecture )
2017 - WORKING !!!!

So i have plan my 8 yrs down de road i wanna make it a success... My Cert in my plans goes as follows...

PSLE - 2004
O's Lvl - 2008
Diploma - 2012
Degree - 2015 - 2016
Masters - 2017 - 2019
P.H.D ( Optional )

Nw its gg 10yrs down de road ... Will i make it possible? I hope so ... Aiming to It

Hmm.. Tdy after sch went home to bath and after that headed down to TP to look for Kia... Hahas. So yeah meet up and hav dinner tgt after that MT3 DX wahhahaha... hmmm few rounds nia den go off... Hahas... no mood to post though hahas...

Its ok i knw u r busy.. I am leaving a Space for u to breath u knw? Hahas... no matter what its my plan .. i am gg according to it. Trust me u will get it one day most probably.. haha. If u gave me de chance i promise that i will treasure it and last.. I knw its quite diff but I hope to .. but nw lets remain as Best Friends haha...

Well a Random post after sch reopen Hahas.. Love sch really but don feel lyk studying in sch ahha...
I am bored because I don see much of friends nw. I saw some but nt those i am close to so yeah hahas... There's really alot of unhappiness i wanted to throw out. But i don knw hw to.. I am used to keeping all this inside my heart.

Whatever it is I am still sad ... I always wanted to do sth Unique and Special no matter what is it abt ... either.. Friendship, Relationship, Studies Etc..

Studies seems 2.5 Yrs apart frm me to Graduate.... I Hav plans after NS already hais .. Its kind of tough but its true.. University Of Sydney either Masters in Nursing or Other..

Friendship seems strong for me and I am glad that i have all of u as my friends. No matter hw much i hate u, u are still my friend. Friends are for us to treasure nt pets that u keep and kik it away when u don ned them.

Relationship seems 6000km away and i am thinking if i am gg for it. It seems diff but if both parties are willingly to Y nt? Its really unique n Special. Lets get back on track i knw i used to hate u but its diff nw. We r still friends anyway xD.

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Hmm I always tend to greet u when i see u even if u nvr see me. But u nvr take de initiative to greet me when u see me? What does it mean? I am nt important? Whatever... I am nt gg to think too much ... Let it go Let it go Let it go.

Sun 18/10/09

Marks de last day of my holiday so i am posting fast and sleeping soon.

So Yepps meet up with Kia and Ian and headed to Ikea Tamp. we walk ard Giant first and den to Ikea and lastly to Courts hahas... after that we headed to Tamp 1 and walk ard den play arcade... after that Kia needs to go.. hais tdy quite rush so tmr more .. info ahhas...

So me and Ian walk back to Pasir ris frm Tamp. We took shortcut so quite fast. we settle down at a so called restaurant and drink and there's Kbox hahas.. den gt songs and so we sat down there listen hahas... after that walk to pasir ris mrt to take bus home...

Btw i bought another SeaGate Harddisc and a dock station for it ... well i am broke lols .. must save back the money already hahas... lols ...


I want to Try LDR... hahas.. Long Distance Relationship haha...

Tdy Marks the last day of any Freaking Games that has addicted me to it during the holidays as i Have already backup the data frm my com n Reformated it ... Hahas.. So yeah soon in few Hrs time will be gg out the last time with Ian n Kia... hais so fast sch reopening le haha...

Well Really Missed someone whom i met in Sec 1 and really quarreled with her... Evryday i will be hearing the same question frm her as i rmb.. " Andy Y do u hate me so much?", " Will u stop hating me? Pls?" ... Although she is nt in Singapore anymore, i hope to stay in touch with her.. miss her so much... Take care.. WuJing.

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Hereby I would Lyk to Giv a speech...
Me, Andy, Would hereby tell anyone who read this Blog ... to bare this in mind.
I Hate Empty Promises, BackStabbers, Liars n whatever bad things u can think of.
Nvr promise me anything and break ur promise.. I hold my patience for wks and yet
U giv excuses.. I don mind if u promise that u will make it up but u dint. how am i suppose to believe u in future? I am really so dissapointed with all this.. i am doing my best to fullfill ur needs but still it does not help. Y? Always Y? I don wish to Hate u once and again .. I wan to treasure u more... can i? Can u giv me a chance to do so? I am tired already .. i am always the one to start.. U can choose to do what u want its up to u.. I am really tired already .. x=

Hw I wish I can see u almost everyday... Enjoying de days Tgt... Go out with u ... Chat with u... Share Memories and more.... But i don think its possible for us if this goes on... Its fading us apart.. i am really Scared of this...

There is always a chance upon for us ... Will that chance come this yr? I hope so... U will get it soon ... xD..

Need to Find Marcus Bro out again to Talk le hahas.. Its been quite awhile since we chatted already .. hahas time flies tdy is tues le hais... boring.

I am really glad that u are enjoying ur everyday life with ur friends and really hope that u will do well too.. whatever it is .. or whatever is done cannot be undone .. have to leave it to fate ..

Well Monday which is hrs back .. went to ParkWay to find Des n Ian .. after that Subway for Brunch.. hahas.. soon after or so went to walk ard and headed down to Des hse with Kia n Ian... stayed at Des hse for quite awhile b4 leaving for hougang mall with Kia for dinner and to walk ard.... Welll

Sat nite was a memory for Kia, Des n Ian also me... cause we had dinner which was steamboat buffet hahas.. its just among ourself @ Des hse... its nice food and all.. will nt forget .. hahas.. Its really really Gd memories..

( BBQ @ Des Hse in 2010.... Those invited will be informed sooner or Later... Hope u Peeps Who are invited will go... Hope to see all there... )

Ppl Cfmed : Ian, Kia, Andy, Des, Joseph

Ppl Still pending: CYLVI, GuanRui, Ian Leong, Cheng Hwok, Vernier, Yilong, LimJiaYi,

Ppl maybe Called: Elisa, Lynn, JonToh/Khoo, Alicia, Peiqi, YiJia, WenJia, LeeQin, Jaclyn, WenXian, OngLiYan, JiaLi, Jasmine Ng, SherWin, ShiYing/Tian,


Should be thats all for nw... PPL check for ur names n if ur name nt in pls inform me @ my No. thx .,... i will pend to it...

Whatever the reason is or nt .. i am still asking myself this few question although I am meant not to think of it. Y am i still waiting or Y am i still the same? Hais always this same questions. I am gg crazy abt it already. I hav already did my best and thats what i am suppose to stop.

Whatever de answer is or i can still guess it rite.. hav u ever giv it a thought? Nvr onced? well should hav knew it long ago and stop wasting my time on u ... going according to ur needs n wants ... I really don knw what u r thinking of really ... Nvr have i giv it a thought y u did not do so.

Since i have done my best i will leave it to fate n time to choose ...

If u r meant to be den u will be meant to be ... if nt its still useless...

Seriously i have already given up on these things... the no. of failures has rise everytime i start... even to the extend that i have to lose Some friends because of these... i am already sick of it...

Hw am i suppose to get on with it? No way i think hais... thats all for de day ... I am gg to enjoy this last wk with my bros.. since there r no sisters already... well so yeah gg chiong for GPA results nxt sem ... and go on with it...

For the rest .. let time decide ...

Lastly ... Lots of misses to the Staffs of Tan Tock Seng Hospital ( TTSH ) in ward 8A hahas... Nvr will i forget all of ur Kindness n torrelance of my stupid ideas n crap in work hahas.. I miss patients also.. haha. I miss working in de B1 ward hahas... air con..

NW I AM BOILING ......

WHATEVER IT IS ....

ITS ALL UR DOING .....

I DON WISH TO TALK TO U ANYMORE...

GO ENJOY URSELF ....





TDY I AM DAMN FREAKING FKED UP.... KNNBCCB.....

MY BLOODY DAMN MOTHER FKING SPOIL MY NEWLY BOUGHT SPEAKER N I FKING NT GG TO FORGIVE HER.... CCB.. NW MY SPEAKER IS CRIPPLED WITH ONLY 1 SIDE.. NB ... LUCKILY SHE NVR SPOIL DE SUBWOOFER IF NT SHE CFM KENA WACKED... CB

Well Tdy Was nt a good starting day ... I was having headache. for de morning all de way .. and luckily i can hold through all de way till 3pm and after tat headed down to meet KIA @ city hall hahas...

We r gg to buy Razer Mouse hahas... so yeah we started walk ard shops which sells Razer mouse so yeah got their Name cards and we write down abt the pricing of the mouse.. hahas so we walked ard abt 8 to 9 shops and after that we did some comparism and Finally to the shop with the lowest price which cost DiamondBack 3G = $69 & My MamBa = $175 wooo... Lols after that i went to buy Wireless Hp Keyboard & mouse for my Desktop hahas... spent Ard $235 already omg!! Need save money already hahas... lols..

Hahas AS for Tdy is just 1 small post hahas... Well have been wondering alot of things but nvm will wonder with Kia in de coming last holidays haha... lols.. As Wed Kia n I we are gg to Funan n Sim Lim to look for Razor Mouse hahas.. yeah .. first is Speakers W/ SubWoofer n Nw is Razor mouse hahas... Yeah gg get it soon hahas... n what will happen to my arc mouse? Hmmm... Maybe sell it @ $55 - $65 as its Special Edition White colour hahas... Original Price is $89 hahas...

Well Always Excuses n Excuses... I am sick of it already... Dont Want Just say Dont WAnt dont Beat ard de bush it will hurt more... Zzzzz =_="""

Well tdy went to Joseph Hse in de morning to chat n Play n study hahas... also to watch TV hahas... so after that went down for lunch with Joseph n Ian since Ian's coming down hahas... After eating went home straight and change after that Uncle came down to fetch Daddy n Me after that Grandmother n Father to HYATT HOTEL because 1 uncle is getting married hahas... cool...

So nth much after the dinner same as Desmond tdy gt dinner wedding de... but his one is
at SwissHotel hahas ... lols...

Tdy really pissed off... I am actually ok with work tdy as my cubical only left with 1 patient who is seriously ill.. Get well soon Uncle..

Well whats worst was i planned to get medication for daddy tdy as he is working n cannot get it himself so yeah after work tdy went home n wash up after that headed down to Alexander Hospital n Get the medications. Actually planned to go out with ... but cant make it so its ok told kia abt it and he is ok .. so yeah so smsed Kia saying tat meet me @ Queenstown station but he said he is meeting Ian @ Funan or sth de... WTH .. WAo tat really pissed me off already. So i decided nt to go out anymore since we are each @ 1 end of singapore so i go down myself n after that Des called me ... KNS he tat KPO nvr change his attitude man .. I nvr answer Ian's call he go call me n Conference with Ian... BAsKET.

So after that Daddy fetch me home frm hospital n i nap for 2hrs before using com again .. hahas.. Well tdy nth much ...

Just want to say i am Seriously pissed off by PPl
Nt replying my msg...
Late reply / Purposely don wan reply
KPO
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PISSED OFF

Have my attachment since last wk haha. So Yeah passed so fast and tmr gonna be last day of second wk. Hais. So fast miss de staff there lols.. they are so kind n caring.

So yeah been doing lots of things for de day .. Run here and there... will miss TTSH Ward 8A hahas... its a nice ward with Nice nurses Yan Poh ( CI ), Nikki, Catherine, YuJing, LiuQin and more hahas... Nt forgeting Sister Alicia n Serene.. if i nvr spell wrongly hahas..

So Yeah .. I will update more when i am back tmr .. hahas..