Tdy Woke up so damn early while i sleep at 3am yesterday. OMG!!!

Off to work.. and yupps make new friends. And 1 of them even look lyk YanMing omg Chio lols!!! Hmm tdy saw a few ppl that looks alike hahas. So Yeah work was alright as it was indoor in HDB Hub as they are celebrating 50th Aniversary and the MC was Daniel Ong took pic with him after the whole event.

Glad that after this event made new friends and more. Hope to see them soon xD. I wanna work again. Woooo.... The game that I am incharged of is lyk lols.. made my shirt frm Black to white lols. Powder all the way.. ltr the pic u will knw Y hahas.. lols.

Hmm after work $$$$ headed off to dinner to celebrate uncle's bday hahas.. Took back some souveniors for friends.. hahas. xD

The Game Of Beer Mug... now u all knw Y i need powder??


Its nt easy hahas...


To Spa and Restaurant @ Festive Hotel


Me and Daniel Ong?


Universal Studios Singapore its nt even half of Japan's!!!


Festive Hotel


Look @ the Size of the car park LOLS With Uncle's Merces


Resorts World Logo


Universal Globe @ sentosa


Casino Entry Levy $$$ W/ Chio Bu?


Casino!!!! Located B1 but actual is B2



Look carefully will kill

Alrights before I sleep I just want to share my experience with all my friends.

In every path to a relationship i have, there will always be a someone or I can say Bitch backstabbing me in all ways as she can. I don know Y she needs to do that I see no point.

In Sec 3, when i was gg for Sherwin, there's one!!! & cause of that I failed.
In Sec 4, When I was gg for CMI, there's another one!!! Failed. Also becos of another reason.
Nw it was "her" and It was her again. Y i always put my Love into someone I really love and she has to be there to be their close friend? I bet no one wants to be friend with her but no choice.

I am nt rushing into this relationship yet. I just need time. She used to reply me or talk to me but its kind of diff now. She changed. I hope what she told me are not excuses but if it is, i will be more sad. Imagine the one u lyk or love cheated or dint say the truth to u? What will u do?

Think lah Think!!! Vry fun issit? Cant just tell the truth?

Its so hurting.
My life seriously so down becos of U...

I need to cool down. U WILL HAVE RETRIBUTION DE!!! BITCH!

Just Back Home after having lunch with Hock Ann lols. Will update more later. xD

Today another day of torture because of a 8am Tutorial lols. Went to school with the pain in the neck still. It started to get better only in the afternoon. So after lecture, went down straight to YuYing to see teachers. Well went into the staff room and chatted with quite a few teachers. After that is to Mr Teo's office. Chatted abt canning and the cane is lyk so omg.. hahas.

Lastly decided to leave school and head straight to Desmond's house. So bused down with Kia, Ian, Des, Nelia, Eugene, Iris and Kezann. So Kia, Ian and Desmond we all alighted first and off to his house for dinner. Soon after that we headed down to Leisure park for MT3DX. After arcade, off to ECP subway and saw Jamal and Chong Yu.. So long nvr see chong yu le so yeah chatted with them abt I BELIEVE CAMP.. Wooo still rmb I was the Chairman and CY is the Vice chair.. Hahas.

So after that sit down somewhere near to the Subway place watch ppl play RC cars so cool. Feel lyk having one to play with. Hahas. So well nth much too. After that saw Jamal's Clan lols!! Somehw most of them I knew them long ago .. so yeah chatted too. Soon after that cycle back to des hse and his dad drove us to bus stop and Home .... Hahas. Thats all for the day.


I am happy enough to just see u or hear ur voice for now. I don't expect much now and Off I go to do my research already xD.

Feel so happy for you since ur decision of where u wanted to go has been made... Yupps mostly of my friends are posted to so unique courses like Social Sciences in NYP although its 25 intake and a new course. Even a very long term friend that I knw for 12Years le a gurl somemore.. she get into Diploma in Culinary & Catering Management in TP.. Hahas..

Well cant type much already. Neck sprain must be healed by tmr so I gtg sleep already. Hope to cya soon. Soon I will ask for an answer. But i really need time and time is all i need. There is no rush for that. Its the thought that counts. Sincerity is the most important ingredient to a successful courtship.

For Now Nth much to say although. I heard about it and I dont knw whether to believe it or not but Lashaun said dont believe unless I see by my own eyes. I cant just give up just like this. Well I am also not sure but Time will tell. If its sure that she goes by heart, it should not be a problem.


Okaes don talk abt it already. Tdy have my 8am presentation and its done finely. Hahas. Don knw either. After that have Health Assessment Skills and I kena CVS but not Abdomen nor Thorax & Lungs. Firstly, my mind was blank but my friend encouraged me. The teacher ask me alot of question and I was totally stunned and I was lucky I can answer 9/10 of her questions. I did all in sequence and PASSED

I PASSED!!!!!

Was so Happy and after all, Look for Ian and was with his classmates Patrick, Yuan Fei, Georgina, Abraham, Lynn... and more. Yupps and chatted while using com.

Unluckily, I sprained my Neck. Its was so painful that I cant even stand up when I sat down or lie down. Its really So painful. Y? What can I do?

I can help people when they are down but when I am down I cant do anything. I hope the pain will go off soon. PLS!!! Do not stay there.

Hahas.. I feel happy somehow but kind of feel other thoughts still lurking inside my mind. Well I am gg to have presentation and HA exam tomorrow. Feel stress somehow but I am sure I am able to pass it hahas. Have to relax and go to bed soon. Presentation @ 8am and HA exam @ 10am hahas.

Somehow I don feel gd in CVS sia.. I am okaes with thorax and Lungs and abdomen. Not CVS lols although its easy, its stress hehe. My feeling now so diff to explain.. seeing all my friends who either retake or took O's last yr getting into the course they wanted. I am stuck with Diploma in retarded studies... LOLS!!! SIanz.

Well now I am gg back to YuYing every week to help Mr Ayob hahas.. Its gg be fun. Yesterday I just did the camp fire equipment for Mr Wilma so cool. Arhhh I wan do DNT again and again lols!! Hehe. Well off to sleep cause tmr having presentation and of course Skills for HA .. Hope to pass with the correct instructor.

All the best to u and me!!! HAHAS!!!

Well I am posting now in my School's library. I am glad that all my friends have been posted to NYP and also some in Tp. All the best to all of you who wants to appeal and those who don't, all the best still.

Well I am getting myself to memorise the steps to Abdomen, Thorax and Lungs and Lastly Cardiovascular and Peripheral. Its kind of complicated but its ok. I can memorise but hope the teacher do not ask alot of questions. So another exam again going on tomorrow for me all the best and also a presentation too.

Here I want to thank Lashaun my pri sch friend for giving me the advice all these while even if you are in Australia - Sydney. I will do my best no matter what.

Well I have been asking myself quite alot of questions. " Are u avoiding me?", " Y cant u reply me in msg or msn? ", " Did I do anything wrong? ", " Am I thinking too much? " Countless thoughts Flashed through my mind. I hope I can get an answer to it yeah?? Hahas. Just need an answer from you.

1more week and its study break. 1st Of Feb is when studying starts... so yeah move on till 12th - 14th will be out at sea on Star Virgo. Will also be studying there. But plainly enjoy the scenery.

19th of Feb marks the start of first Paper.. Sociology to Bio to Psychology and lastly ended on 25th Feb is CFC.

1st March is attatchment @ TTSH till 19th March. After that is ENJOY LIFE.. till 2nd Yr.

Have started planning of where to go and enjoy or even work maybe. Also going to plan of where to bring u to if I have the chance to go out with you. Its gg to be fun trust me. Its going to be whole day out cause its going to be fun and time tgt within 1 day is not enough.. it takes times and perseverance. Please give me the chance will you? xD


Lastly What I am seriously Pissed off is my LAPPY!!! LOLS I care for u, clean u, alot alot in the end u giv me fish up problems. I bought u at $1,699 originally and i upgraded u to Win7 and alot and shoots up to ard $2,000++ now. I don't care about you being scratch nw or what. I am gg to ask HP to change the whole unit. Eveything on the lappy is falling off. I want to change to Hp model TM2T... its also a Hp Tablet. It cost only $1,499++ omg so much cheaper than mine which sucks alot. Hp cya on thurs tmr. U are done for. Change or Not!!! Damn it. Pissed off.


All i want to say is I want to treat u lyk hw i treat my computer with care and concern. U laugh I laugh, U cry I care and concern for u.. No matter what u will be concerned and care for.


Updated... After the call from ... So now.. Perth Or Not to Perth? LOLS Well decision still lies within me. Desmond I know you do not want to see me leave as well as my friends. I am still thinking about it so yeah I can give up this chance to be there for you also. Confused... Still wondering.

Perth 50% - 50% Singapore ( currently )

Things were not going so smoothly yet out of control.
I do not know the reason behind it but I will still persevere.
I want to proof to you but I have to study first.
Please give me some more time.

Running away is just going to make you feel so tired.
Y not try staying there and face the fact and truth?
Well what can I say?

Let me start off with today's event.
Went to school for Bio Lecture n off to Library to help friends out.
After that went home and change and off to YuYing cause need to help Mr Ayob with DnT stuffs. Help Mr Wilma with his camp fire equipment. I finish building it myself with some of Mr Ayob's Help within 1hr. Cool. I finally get to touch 1 equipment which we are not suppose to touch last time. So now i finally get to touch it so cool. After all returned home with Desmond and off to his hse to practice HA... YEah Rmb some steps le.. tmr gg to finalise all den off to Exam.


All I need is ur moral support for me to pass all my modules... Is it so diff? Hais. Just realised that I passed my Bio Practical with a D+ but almost to C so sad. At lease i passed. Hope to get better marks nxt time. Nth to say anymore...

Well What I have to say to you den??

My heart aches completely every hour, everyday, and only when I'm with you does the pain go away.

Well Started off with Memorizing my Health Assessment. Was kind of difficult but its ok as I am going to try my best. Well it started with fine day for me today. Attended my first lesson for the day @ 11am and was so shocked that I am not late. Teacher also haven started off the lesson yet. So yeah practical was fun actually hahas.

My phone nowadays seriously was getting more and more quiet. No sms nor calls from anyone. Getting more and more boring. Nowadays people also very busy cause even if i smsed them, they wont even reply!!! IAN CHOW u are in it!!! Its kind of rude not to reply a msg from a friend unless he/she is nth to you.

Well my stress level is getting higher. Imagine stress from School, Friends, FAmily, Relationships all add tgt. Imagine with lots of Projects in hand and skills assessment its killer. Friends maybe not much now just some msg problems!!! IAN u r one!!!. Family nth much also just some fishy stuffs lols. Relationship imagine there are not only 1 rival but 2 what will u do? For me i will do nth. The final choice is still with the girl.

Quotes For The Day:

Meeting u was fate, Becoming ur friend was a choice but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Once I drop a tear into the ocean, the day I found it will be the day I'll stop loving u.

I want to fall for u but I'm not sure u will catch me.

Actually Wanted to Post yesterday but kinda not in the mood so yeah now then post. All started with alot of crazy morning cause it was lyk slept at 4am after some personal sharings with Ian. Wao it was lyk crazy cause first time we chatted till 4am.

So what happen was I woke up at 7am and went back to sleep again. Woke up @ 12pm and use computer and continue my research plus reading on my steps on Health Assessment. Its kinda tough but I keep on trying my best. I am still worried about my assessment cause I have to pass it.

Whats my 2nd worry was my Module which means studies... Please I do not want to retake it. Please give me another chance. I do not want to blame on the tap card system but sometimes we have to. Why must it be our Lecture Hall have the problem for the first 5weeks? Hais. Why am i so unlucky this yr? As told by some fengshui shi my luck this yr will be a good one but i doubt so.

3rd worry is abt relationship which I don not want to think of becos of a rival and made things diff. I just want to spent more time talking to her and care for her more. Trying to help her in many ways as i can. I will find a suitable time soon to tell her. Nw all I am trying my best to Talk to her and Care for her more. Its still her decision in the end.


Lastly, all i want to say was in my life, although there are some ppl who i hate all these while, I do not hate u so much as u thought. But there is only 2 person that is not worth anything in my life. I do not need to say who but most ppl knw who are they. xD

All the best for me nxt wk. xD

Well everything settled.
Peace of course.

Ever Since that day, I dint knw how to talk to you again. I dont knw how to even start a conversation. I braved myself to talk to you but hurt myself again. I dont knw if my friend said was true, " She Don feel lyk talking to u". Wondered and come across my mind.

He can do much more for u. What can I do for u? You knw him more than U knw me.

Moodless liao...

Really too much things happened. The most worrying one is the Retaking of Module... The rest comes ltr....




Quotes for de day:

Don't want to be near you for the thoughts we share but the words we never have to speak.

One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realised I was thinking of you.

The shortest word I know is "I", the sweetest word I know is "love", and the one I'll never forget is "you".

Today you ignore me when I talked to you. I gave up what to tell you. Nvm just want to share with you what i saw today.

Have Bros meeting today. Those who attended is JonKhoo and Des including me.
Those who missed it we will have 1 more soon. Ian, Kia and Joseph.
Chatted everything under the Moon since no sun then.

Sumarised everything ard 9pm plus. Was kinda late cause left Yuying quite late. Reached Des hse ard 7.30pm. Off to Leisure @ 8pm. Meeting while riding bike. So cool indeed. I want to cycle more. Burn Fats!!!

SUMMARISE AFTER MEETING!!!

Desmond: For all i know you for 5yrs eventually without realising, I support you on what u want. Go for it. Its worth the try. Nvr try nvr know. Go for it before u lose it. Go desmond.
Also Thx Desmond for supporting me throughout. I knw I scolded u alot becos u knw I care for u bro. The most worrying for as a bro is you. I worried for u more than the others. So u should know.

Jonathan Khoo: Thx uhh for all the reasons for carrying on. I will try my best this time not dissapointing all the Friends and Bros and SiS for supporting me throughout. I know I have been rejected all the way. I hope This time i will succeed. I always goes by heart but if she does not goes by that den i have nth to say.


Well what is it ?? My mood wonder Y i left Yuying so early? Its becos of Bros meeting firstly, secondly its becos i knw Y u are there!!! Let me be frank. I can give up the Bros meeting and stay back. U will be more angry for what u gg see. U are lucky. If nt not a step closer!!! Thats Y i choose to go off first.

QUOTEs FOR TDY!!!!

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever.

ALL I HAVE TO SAY HERE!!! JUST 1 WORD!!! TO FINALISE EVERYTHING!!!




CHILDISH!!!

I dont know why and where have I done wrong?
Well... Its u really think too much luhh huh.

Say all u want. I don't care even if u wanna find ppl come find me problems. Just do what you want. No point losing a friend because of a Girl. Its so childish. Learn from what I had said. Not only me but people outside will also say its Childish.

I am tired off all these... Off to the DOctors tmr.

You know you're in love when the hardest thing to do is to say goodbye.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

What Makes me say these 2 sentences? Well Forced to. Just Walk out Of my Mentor's Office after a chat with her. With my eyes fill with tears. This is it. I am Exam ted from the module and I have to retake it with the Yr 1 this yr. I am seriously regretting about helping some of my friends. I am seriously pissed off now. I know its not your fault but I just don feel at ease. No one else can help me in this. NO one. My mentor even ask me abt friends. I Just told her I trust only my vry close friends. Not those new friends.. I just treat them as normal friends. The rest are not to be revealed.

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