Alrights I am gg to post abt Yesterday's Event and Happening.

Actually woke up normally but because of Desmond's Call, woke up with pressure damn it.
Headed down to Yuying for quite awhile before gg to SuperBowl and play with Kia. So after playing, we went shopping for awhile and after that stone at Kovan Mac to wait for JonathanKhoo. Meet up and after that Jon, Des and Me we headed down to CityHAll.

Went over to Raffles Hotel to slack @ uncle's shop named "Coloc". After that ard 7pm helped uncle deliver 2 sets of Suite to SwissHotel. After delivering, head straight to Victoria Concert Hall. Starts @ 7.45pm but we went in 15mins late... Due to some problems. Dint want to elaborate. Ian owes me an explanation.

The whole concert was an eye opener ... although do not lyk it, I still dint hesitate to support my friends and juniors up there... Well Done I can say.

After Concert actually wanted to ask Jaclyn n Sherwin to join us for supper tgt with Ian's GF, But in the end all of them wanted to go home so nvm .. desmond went hm and only 4 of us went for supper @ Lau Pat Sat. After Supper, headed down to JonKhoo's hse to watch Bruce lee and walked home ard 1am ...

Dint sleep well cause of sth... a friend of mine was unwell.I tossed and turned until 5am den sleep. All for tdy...

Get Well Soon Sherwin xD.. Health is more impt than Dancing so get well soon ...

Alrights Tdy is my last paper... Well although don feel gd abt all the papers, I am vry happy tdy. Let me put down all my sad moments and all.. Yeah also I finally healed. No fever le. 

Well after paper tdy, meet up with Kelvin, GuoYuan and Jonathan Khoo.. We went to Jurong East swimming pool to play .. well played for 4hrs. Its damn fun shiok shiok... 1yr 1 time nia .. i wan more.. wooo...  After that went to Kovan with Jonathan Khoo and meet Kia and we went for Lan to play SA.. waoooo... 3hrs sia. After playing, we went to eat Bean curd so nice ... walked all the way to bus stop sent Kia off and off home myself ... Haha. 

Lots of things happen I can say but if anyone of u thinks that I hate anyone, I do not hate anyone at all... cause in my own dictionary, no word named Hatred, Hate ... etc. Who is worth me gg for or who is nt, I knw myself. The reason to Y i said that always there's a meaning. Thats Y i said, U will nvr forget the first and the last even if its being tgt or not. 

There's once I did much, care much and alot for someone few years back.. she is the one that I really go for. I gave her Valentines Chocolate, Gifts frm Other Country ( Don wish to mention who and where cause it will get too obvious ) Although she rejected me that time, we still remained as vry close friends. Many asked how I do it but I really do not know. No matter how many person I have liked before, I still have that bit of feelings for her don knw Y... But recently, some unhappening happened. So Yeah.... Will continue nxt time hahas. Lazy type. Bleah?!!!!!!

Happy Blog Aniversary LOL!!!

During The Time I am MIa-ing, I will only say abt my feelings nt anything else... but this week is really tough to get through... I knw u will somehow read this blog but I still gg to say sth. There's no rush in this kind of things. U want to accept him or whoever can do it after this week. Although its good for u but nt any for me. This yr I told u is really tough cause of CNY and All in between Exams Somemore EOY u knw? Its kind of great blow for me after seeing what u wrote.. also there's no need for my part in ur blog.. Its same goes as nt saying anything.

Tdy is my Bio paper and I only finished studying 1/2 of it only. It affects my grades nw. I knw by saying this now is useless ... since I am already done for den let it be. SAQ holds alot of marks i should Jump to revising it. MCQ tikam can le... Bio a 7 credits module and I am wasting it...

TOO BIG BLOW ... Worst Blow ever... During EXAMS. Y must it be within my exams.? I wonder if u will feel this kind of blow later on but if u can put urself into my shoe u will knw how it feels.

I just feel that I am really stupid ... I can really sacrifice time and life to help the one I love but to my supprise, I gt a feeling after being rejected or thrown away that I am only dumb being used or sth. I cared for them and they do not treasure or appreciated. Till now only theres someone who i knw really appreciated and take care of sth that I gave her.. but she was once lost by me... I wonder if she can be found back.. it takes time cause I haven refil my "petrol"... I need to Refil it @ lease few mths bah...

Perseverance ... I will persevere through. in 1hrs time gg for exam.. All the best to myself.. tmr is Psychology and Thurs is CFC.


Thurs Ending @ 11am and After that meeting Kelvin & JonathanKhoo @ Jurong East Swimming Pool. Its gg be fun lyk last yr when the last time we meet for swimming. Wooo... Thurs FTW.. YEah!!! I want to relax.

Bye Bye Peeps... MIA-ing for quite sometime. Take care.

Tdy was my first paper... dint really did well for it.. was kind of mood down... but still it doesnt stop me from studying for other papers. I was really happy i did revise and did knw how to do the paper. I kinda lyk the feeling of really getting down to do revision.

I went to Koufu with friends. They ate and i look lols... cause i am full. Hmm after that Ian meet me and we sat down for Ice milo hahas. After awhile, Sherwin walked up to me and we chatted... well chatted for awhile den after gtg... so meet Jon Khoo @ kovan. after that, went to desmond's hse and have BBQ... Giv face luhh. After that received a call and it was a demoralising one. I don knw if i have to face it or believe it. I was given the death sentence... even b4 I can ask. I want to appeal but can I?

I don knw what to do... If its for real, all i have done for her will go to a waste. Helping Jae till 3am till I almost go debart frm exam. Waking up @ 7am and just to get her A maths book when my lesson starts at 11am. Lastly took up my tired time when I reach Sg in the morning with the nite ton and just to meet her after a day of Bai nian and passing her the Valentines Gift. I have already done my best for my part. I dint knw what else. Have i really wasted my time? I don knw.

I am off to bed... if i want, i will want to hear the truth frm u.

Let me dedicate this song to all ....

Title: Friends Forever
Artist: Vitamin C

Lyrics.....

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Alrights... another post.. after chatting with Vivien C, I realised alot of things. I know where have i done rite and wrng. I must choose the rite path... no use getting angry over it. I don wish her to see we are quarreling. I choose to take another path...

I have changed since the last ever incident...

U can also do the same... U really have to think.

Nth else to say!!!

Well u should also knw she will auto tag u but for me i must prompt her... Well u should be glad enough ...

Lets talk about tdy.. Hmm woke up and went off to Ian's Hse to bai nian. Hmm finally studied for 5hrs in his hse and almost completed the revision for Sociology. Its really gd view frm The Sails cause can see Floating platform, IR, Flyer and Esplanade... also Suntec as well.. Gd view frm his hse... After that to Desmond's hse and cycle as usual and off home... hais.

Alrights plans for tmr... actually wanted to ask her out but since she gt family outing den nvm. Hmm... Plans for tmr will be, Study in the morning till afternoon... since nt gg out with her anymore. After that Will wait for any available person who is kind enough to accompany me ... cause I need to

GO DOWN TO ( HP ) to get my lappy FIXED... DArn lols...
after that
MAYBE ... GG to Universal Studios Singapore for Preview... Hahas. After that Dinner and Home...
Dinner maybe with Sherwin but nt sure... Yupps plans for tmr...


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LaLa~~LaLa~~~LaLa~~~~

Hmm... well this few days seems empty to me.. Nth to do not much actually. Should terminate my service provider M1 soon... no msg coming in anymore.. its dead. It seems nth already.
I just realised I changed alot in terms of patience and perseverence... I am having positive thinking even when I knw I have lots of Rivals out there and I knw them all... but there's only 1 i knw for long and 1 which i just knew him but only chatted abit. I dint knw he is another Rival until I figure it out... Clever rite.. Hmmm...
I can say that I feel bad because looking at this 2 person, Although I win them in some ways but they have greater advantage than me... nevertheless, I am not gg to stop myself frm gg on because of all these I must persevere and do my best...as long as I do my best, even if I still fail in the end, I knw I have done my best. Thx Vivien Chin for telling me that.. and sharing experiences with me.

Well I really am trying my vry best ... Feelings can be slowly developed... It just takes time. Being the first to strike does not mean u will get it first. I am not a overprotective guy too... because I knw girls do not lyk guys who are overprotective cause it gave them no sense of space to move about.


Well i should stop here for the day ... Hmm. Gd luk for my coming exams. Jiayous!!!

Alrights tdy woke up and 3rd uncle came to my hse... hehe after that went to 2nd uncle's hse and eat den Play BlackJack... well first time for so many yrs i finally sit down and play with them hahas. Won ard $5 nia lah hahas.. hmm after that headed down to 3rd Uncle's Hse @ summer place Hmm... chatted until in the evening decided to order pizza and also drove to nearest coffee shop to buy food and off back to his hse for dinner... hahas. Went home after that... was really lazy.

Well this year for Valentines, unluckily i did not go overseas like HongKong and Jarkata lyk previous years. If i had, I would have bought lots of souveniors and Valentines gift back for all my friends.. sorry peeps.. nt to be Bias but I knw in our mind first thing that comes first was the Thought that Counts...

Alrights also finally I started off with my revison already. Although its difficult to understand, I will do my best in everything I do ... I am gg prove to those who thinks I am zzz. Also to one of my uncle who thinks his money big enough to say us.. whichver his money also nt his which belongs to my granny and he borrowed it and nvr return ... Hundreds over K's to Million?? WHo knws?... I make sure my money nxt time will be more than what u own nw....



I am trying my very best to care for u and understand u more... U might not be reading this but still I really do care... just an example few days ago, I told u to go back home early cause its really late and only 1 person and a girl somemore.. actually wanted to accompany u home but since u said ur parents are nearby den alrights ... I go off first... I respect ur decision and answer. xD.

Thats all for the day i suppose I am gg to stone counting stars... Waiting for a bro to call...

If I Was Given 3 wishes on Valentines day, I will wish 1st is that U will be Healthy and Happy. 2nd I will wish for us to understand each other well ... and 3rd lastly, We will have lots of topic to chat about and it will nvr end..

Well gtg Update Ltr .. Haha..

Alrights Since I am back let me blog early den.... Tdy did nth much so yeah went over to Grandma's hse and play blackJack... Dint win much but its fun hahas.. Lol. Hmm.. after that went home den rest after that to Aunty's hse ... Ate dinner there and Yepps... Sadly dont knw Y, I dint get any ang pow frm them.. nvm its ok... just missed only ard 4 packets nia.

Was so bored so Smsed some people .. and some nvr reply. Wonder what they are doing... Well I am bored leh... How I wished I can have people smsing me chatting ... so i wont be bored.. Hais..
Anyone??

1 last thing is i cant get my hands on revision damn it its only 3 days away and Sociology is up... omg!!! I have to study cause Thurs I am bringing the damn Lappy to HP ....

Let me Post on My Trip on Star Cruise !!! Its long story but I will make it short and simple.

12/02/10 - Day 1 ( Nite )

Boarded the cruise with difficulty cause Kia, Desmond and Joseph don wan let me go off.. Hahas. Alrights so board the vessel and I lost my way to the Room.. lols. Its way too big and confusing for me.. so after that, found the room and settle down. Headed straight to the restaurant named " Bella Vista " to have our first dinner on board and had western dinner... after that headed to explore the Ship. and after alot of walking, off to sleep.....

13/02/10 - Day 2

Woke up and off to breakfast... wooo... at Mediterranean Buffet. Its nice food and after breakfast, off to explore more of the ship and went shopping inside buying some souvenior and valentines gift for friend. Did not buy for many cause the things onboard are way too expensive omg... ahhas.. so well to summarise had 7 meals on board this day cause last nite already so gt BBQ party... with lots of Dishes and delights. So I ton and walk ard the ship until 3am before gg to sleep.

14/02/10 - Last day!!! CNY and Valentines Day!!!

So yupps woke up kinda ard 9am and off to pay off my credit card payment... hahas. Yupps after that went to the Captain's Bridge where Captain and all control the ship. Watched them Sails into SG and Off I go to the rm and packed up. Off I go Back home!!!

So yupps after getting off the ship, feel so reluctant... but still have to go. Off to Raffles Hotel to get car and to Joochiat to eat Fei Fei Wanton Mee... after that went home and put things down b4 gg to Tampanies to Granny hse to Bai Nian.. hahas and then off to Bishan, Jurong and off I go to Woodlands to meet Iris and Nelia... hahas. Sat down at Macdonalds... and chatted. After that Iris went off to buy Ice cream and I passed the Valentines Gift to Nelia... sth small and cute... after that bused down to Nelia's friend's hse and chatted awhile b4 heading back home... so saw Jamal and clique on the way and sat down to have supper since I have not eaten Lunch n Dinner. after that walked home chatting away... woooo.....

PART 1....

Captain 2nd Frm Far Left... Controlling the people in the Bridge... upon arrival in SG


Top - My Matrix Card Holder
Bottom - Nelia's Gift


Super Star Virgo


Back to SG near to HarbourFront Port


Parthenon Pool... Greeks Theme


Fire Place in The Galaxy Of The Stars


My Picture!!! W/ Dancer


My Pic w/ Mascot of Star Virgo


No Island On High Seas


Guess this?


Front Of The Ship


The Arcade


The Rooms Walkway!!!


Wooo.....


$33,888.00 | COst of Chivals 50 Yrs...


Safety Boat


The Lounge ... Hahas..


Stair way to all floors


Room No..


Bed in the Cabin

Alrights Tdy my post is kind of late but i gtg sleep early.. hahas. I am packing my bag cause ltr in de evening I am gg overseas le.. So looking forward to it... Well I am gg to relax on board and think of nth... of course i will miss all my friends, bros, sis ... hahas..

Alrights i dont knw what will Happen onboard but I hope and its gg be a save journey xD... Star Virgo... Also there is a pic of how the access card looks lyk hahas.. lols.



ACCESS CARD!!!

Alrights... Desmond U see this ... Nxt time u come my hse w/o telling me, i will ask my mum nt to let u in... Do u knw I am still sleeping?? And pls lah!!! No manners!!! U see me gg ur hse when u r sleeping? Damn it... Siao kia....

Hmm so woke up and off to Kovan with desmond to walk ard and Mac to eat his breakfast. After that went home to bath again and off to sch for Mask Fitting darn it... Retard 4pm have to be there for fitting lols.. so after fitting walked down to mrt with Ahmad and saw Loh li Yan and Jasmine Loy. Headed down to serangoon with them and off to Kovan ....

Meet Sherwin for dinner hahas. So yeah meet here @ kovan mac and off to Pizza Hut for Pizza. Nice Pizza and Tomato Soup lols!!! Hahas. Chatted and Ate ... Whenever we meet up, there will be alot of topic to talk abt luckly if not will be over boring hahas.. Bill was not bad.. so Yeah she say dont want let me pay all so yupps she paid 30% of the bill hahas.. She always don want let me pay for it!!! LOL.

After dinner with her, walked her to Mrt cause she having movie w/ friends... after that went home den off to grandma's hse for reunion dinner waooo... food!!! again but with the left over pizza in my stomach, I only eat Abalone lols!!! And some other small bites !! Hahas... After that off home to blogg!!!

Okaes I am not going to complain or do anything... I do not want to quarrel anymore. I am not used to it.. I am not what I am used to be, I want to be back to what I am used to be. The Cheerful, Kind, Caring, Humorous, Funny Funny Kind of guy. I am in this Emoing, heck care stage now when in 2007. Only Few knows Y.

In this life of mine there are 2 kinds of people... Which i think is too much. 1st of all is those people who only call u or sms u when they need ur help if not they dont even bother replying u or calling u.
Those people will only push blame to you only when u failed to help them within their specific time. This people are called Blamers and they make use of people.

2nd is some people who tends to quarrel over small things. Saying about people but deny saying so. Y so naive?? Omg. Nvm do not wish to say names also. Do not make things diff for all of us lah. Just let it be kind of fair competition? Issnt it better? Running away from everything is not the way to solve things. Even though we do or will not know what will happen nxt, there will still be an answer but not nw.

Pheww... cooling down before continuing ... Pheww.... Breathe in and out!!!

I have been thinking and asking myself where have I done wrng? Whatever I told u, U will think i am so serious.. For this question I can only answer I have nvr been so serious talking about anything and I am always Joking... as i always tend to put Lols or Hahas. Cant u see ?? Also Y I am so sensitive in these is because others tend to say about u also in a joking tone and Y am I the one who get scold/said... I wanted to communicate with u more but when ever i talked to u, u replied once and nvr again ... I do care for u cause I knw I really like u I can say. If not Y would I even bother waking up 7am just to get something u want?

Phewww....... Relax.... Relax....

Well leaving SG in 2 days... so looking forward to it. I want to really go there and stare at stars and think really think.

My Blog tdy will not be talking much abt tdy... Just a bit update and my feelings for the time being.

Tdy after sch, Dinner with Jaclyn and Jonathan Khoo... After that Des's Father drove Jaclyn home and me to des hse... hahas.. as usual cycle.. and chatted.

If only my life has been made easy. Not so easy but easy as I expected. I just want it simple... Y dont some ppl do not understand it? Omg... I really hate people who say settle in peace but still give "peace" to others. Y pick on me so much? I dint even irritate u in the first place and if you think I did, its u being paranoid. Me my character do not have the irritate people in the list. Do not make my blood boil or U will suffer. Don force me... Any more nonsence from u or ur blog, U can deny, u can bluff others but not me, don blame me for being nasty. I had enough. DONT TRY MY PATIENCE!!!

I admit that I like you, but I do not want to get into a R/S yet. I only know you for 3mths. Its not long enough but long enough to be a normal friend. I just want to communicate more with you. there's nth wrng with it. The more we communicate, the more we can understand each other. There is no need for any answer for nw. Feelings can be slowly developed.
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Alrights let me tell u all the truth to myself... I agree that i have lots of friends serious. I choose my friends carefully. I do not have much friends who are in traids meaning in Gangs. There are few but are once my close friends. When ever I am in trouble or people who say or disturb me W/ any valid reasons u can think of, they will nt hesitate to help me. I am glad to have these friends also hope they will leave the gang if they can.

There are friends who share with me their problems also not forgetting my problems with them. Some of them are not vry close to me but they still do share.. especially poly friends. I do not have much poly friends too.. Only few.

There are people who I dont really like but I treat everyone the same. Although I hate some ppl but I do still talk to them. Some of them mean no harm but just like to do things that make ppl hate them.

I also hate people who keeps bullying my friends especially my bros or sis... If u dare do it don blame me for helping them. Even if within the bro's meeting and 1 of the bro say anyone if my bro, i also will nt hesitate to scold.

Let me continue if I have thought of something to write... Haha. Off to study!!! Sociology is gg to be diff than revision and Sub paper is even more diff than Main paper... WA!!!

Alrights Finished my essay in Joseph hse and just took me 15mins to complete the whole of 340 words. So fast and I know I did well for it. Tdy did nth but Jonathan Khoo came my hse in the early afternoon and I bought myself a shoe wooo.. yeah.

So nth much for tdy already. I am gg overseas this week... so looking forward to it... Friday !!!!

Hmm... Since u know already, I will not pretend as if nth has happened. I admit it though. I know becos u have someone in mind but not becos of him I am nt in ur list. I am also not so rush into the relationship. I just want to communicate more with you so that u will know what kind of guy I am. Sure there are gd and also not forgetting bad points. There are no perfect guys in the world. Main point is to communicate with u only. I can wait and I say I will... I just hope u wont becos of these many things that happened recently trying to ignore me or reluctant to reply me or anything. I do not know what to say but yeah thats quite introduction to what my intention was currently.

I just want to Communicate With You More... there wont be a stop cause when talking to me will have lots of topics and will also laugh till the end. Trust me will u xD.... Just hope that after u see this there wont be any other misunderstanding also.



Overseas Plan:

Check in: HarbourFront Centre
Transport: Cruise ( Star Virgo )
Plan: Relax
Route: High Seas Off Singapore
Departure: 9.00pm ( 12th Feb )
Arrival:11am (14th Feb )

Okaes thats My Trip plan... those who are sending me off, I will be glad...

Tdy Went back to YuYing to help Mr Ayob with YYSS 100th Yr aniver.. things. Did for 6hrs omg!!! Completed 2 Coffins shape Acrylic. Only 2 ppl doing so sad... until Jon Khoo came ard 4pm to 5pm slap him so late lols.. so he helped out too.. Yeah gg complete 2 soon xD.. Kinda have a satifaction feeling. Hmmm..... Woooo. I love DNT and working on the 2 piece acrylic $500++ Job. Mr Ayob trust this $500++ project to me also so I cant dissapoint him. I knw that the work was well done.

After all, headed to Raffles hotel as usual... and ChinaTown wooo... saw Pamela my Pri sch friend. Her mum was selling Some Shrooms lols.. Don knw how to say hehe... Hmmm... After that went to Jalan Kayu to buy plants... after that to Chomp Chomp to eat Prata... Hehe off home ard 1am plus.

Hmm... Well I maybe paranoid.. but all i was thinking in my mind is to be close friends first... No other further meanings. No rush. I do not have time to sms u too much also.. also not forgetting to disturb u when u are working ... I knw the limits.. the only time is always Lunch time for evryone who is working. Its the only time for food and Phone. Its all... Yupps ... I knw that U knw already just hope u wont becos of this avoid and all..

Alrights nothing much for tdy... went back to Yuying to help out Mr Ayob. Was tiring but fun ... completed 1 box and nw gg on to do 3 more hahas.. Wooo. Its really fun helping out lols. Hmm... After that Desmond's Father drove Jonathan Khoo and I tgt with des to his hse wooo.... free ride..
Then Dinner and off to Cycle hahas.. Love cycling xD... after cycle played at Leisure den Ecp to have subway.

Back home and stone...

Look into the Msn and see u online but dint really knw what to do. Wanted to talk to you but have no courage anymore... so I keep thinking the only way to do is to start talking to you before gg on to caring for u ...

I have confidence in myself no matter what. Not like some people who thinks rival is rather zzz... and becos of that become so petty. Although there is Backstabber and Rival, Its does not stop me frm gg on. I am sure u can be entertained much more than u are suppose to be...

I wanna share humorous things with you but U just ignored ...

Loneliness Knows Me By Name - Westlife

Is the song that can express my feelings ...

Thx Vivien Chin, GuoLun, Ian, Desmond, Kia, Sarah, WenJia and All.. who have talked to me abt it. xD I am glad to really have all of u as a friend.. I knw she said that is to break my friendship with "Her".. but Y does she have to do that? Its like within the 2 times, she came in and brk the 2 times... I dint owe her anything and Just to let her know if she sees this.. by chance, She needs to find a place to hide cause my friend saw it and He wont let anyone backstab me in anyway. Just don't let my friends see her along de road.. i don knw what will happen. I hope nth happen but its Fate if she bumps into them. Amk nt a place to mingle ard ....

Alrights for tdy went to sch for tut @ 8am and end @ 9am.. WHAT??? OMG... Hahas. So after that went to Kovan alone to have breakfast. After that went home and sleep for 2hrs and off to TP to look for Kia and have dinner. After dinner rushed home and off to Kovan .. walked ard and den off to Maximum tune 3Dx with neighbour. Won straight all the way FTW.. wooo... Noobs everywhere.. omg!! CAnt believe it... Hakone my specialised map currently its a nice map to play with wooo...

Tmr meeting up with Des, Ian and Jon Khoo.. wooo.... Meet ups. GG to talk under the Moon. Its gg be fun... wahhaha. Its gg be YuYing's 100th yr aniversary this yr.. so gg back to Yuying more than often to help out the DnT department. Also to complete my artifect asap for the YEA ... Hahas... Young ... Award!!! I am gg for the prize...

I WENT DOWN TO ANDERSON JC @ 7AM BUT MY LESSON STARTS @ 11AM TO GET IT FOR U... AND THIS IS UR ANSWER???

I GT THE ANSWER FRM UR FRIEND.. GD FRIEND.

I AM TOTALLY MOODLESS NW.



THINKING TO LEAVE OR NOT... I LOVE AUSTRALIA ...

POST EDITED!!! AST: 12.59am

Glad that I have completed all assignments. Phew... what a relieve. Now can relax awhile b4 gg to study for majors. Although I dont lyk to force myself to study what i dislike but I have to persevere... Perseverance is what I have learnt from YuYing Sec sch and I will nt neglect what I have obtained in YuYing. Nursing FTW.... and to those Idiots who think Nursing is R-tards, U r real wrng. U will nvr know how much u will gain in it.

Mostly of my friends told me that I have great sense of Humor ever since they know me and not even friends. Cousin's friends who have seen me b4 also said that. Well I don't know myself but thats what majority said. I am glad to know that I am that kind of person. I can make ppl laugh easily by just doing sth or saying sth. My words do not verbally hurt others so easily.

For me personally, I actually do not care about myself more than I care for my friends. Maybe some do not know about this but I am sure Kia, Des, Ian and Joseph will know about this. I care for my friends more... no matter what happened to anyone of them, I will step out and help them in their difficulties. I feel a sense of relieve when I knew that it works when I helped them. They must be glad to have me as a friend. When ever we bros go out, although I am not like them always talking about girls, they will still talk to me. Not leaving me behind.

Well after what has happened 1yrs ago when this girl rejected me and not only that, she even break off contacts with me. Its kind of sad but still I have to let it go. I have been putting myself into a neutral position for almost 1yr plus. I really hope that I can find a better 1 which means She dont have to be Clever/Stupid, Tall/Short or ETC... but she must be Happy Always. Although I don't really have a specific target, I will analyse 2 of them which I have been observing for quite awhile... I just hope that History do not happen again or someone to interfere with it.

If those who read this post and thinks its HER?? U can go FLy kite lah ... I wont say anything nw. I am putting myself enclose not saying anything unless U are someone i trust..

Lastly I hate ppl who backstabs and Petty.

Tdy's post so long lols wonder who will read finish it? Only faithful friends, Bros and Sis will.



I saw it and it hurts but I am gg me time to calm down and think... and most probably I am telling Uncle i would go with him to Australia ... Goodbye Peeps...
Desmond I may not be there for u anymore but all the best... I hope I wont be gg but I cant get to live in SG again.

I am already getting fused about my individual assignment now and there are lots of problems going on for me. Seriously its too much its affecting my mood to do anything. I am Fed up with this Article thing and its really getting on my nerves have to hand it in on Wed. 1 day left and I haven found it. I am seriously lagging behind alot.

Well I seriously find myself which my friends said, I can help others but unable to help myself. I need to improve on this. Seriously need to improve. I need to be able to help others and Myself.
I don care if its Psychologist, Sociologist or Zoogologist. PLs just help me when u can.
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Y am I the only one who is having this problems? I really dont see any point she needs to do this. And somemore carry on saying about us when u think u are still immature. Seriously alot ppl thinks u are still immature. You just dont listen.. Stop being so childish. I don wish to quarrel more. Its useless it makes me immature. Not only that ur just being Petty. Thats 1 of the reason to her reason nt accepting u. So u should just reflect. I don really care much abt this Relationship process now. I am gg concentrate on my studies more. I will do my best in helping her. You can also do whatever u want but all i want is do not to say Desmond anymore...!!!!

U can ask Y i always protect desmond. I can only answer u that He is my friend I protect everone who is my friend. I don let ppl disturb them Get it? Aiyo Y am i writting so much ... OFf i go to do individual assignment.