Yes i went to work today .. woke up 8am and head to work haha had some Jam and reached at 9am haha .. ok start work on time and yeah get along well with Aunty over there as Aunty serene have somethings on and i have to help out in bookshop also ... haha .. ok den yes did packing for sec 1 chinese over there its really tiring man omg i hate it lah so freaking tiring haix...

OK yeah some hw i don know what i have been doing this 2 yrs seriously i am nt even really focusing in my studies more than other things i should nt have cared all this while... well i really feel great for some friends who can have their life as beautiful as they can be but y nt me?? well thought of this for so long and still i cant get an answer out of myself... Y am i doing all this for de ones i love ... of course to let them know i am there caring for them and trying to understand them well when there is no one there to be there for them, there will still be me but they don wan to give me a chance to do so .. well fate lies in our own hands no one can change it no matter what ... well trying to find back myself nw its lyk searching for a needle in a hay sack see it???

I will stop here for today ... nth much to write actually haha .. well trying be myself back but to no avail...