~ Time Shall Decide everything ~

2011-11-03T00:21:00.001+08:00

Finally after so many months I am back ^^ Well thought of doing what? Actually there's nth to do at all haha. On the way to getting my driving licence now am already halfway through hehe....

Listening to past song reminds me of alot of things ... Well I really miss secondary school times with awesome classmates and schoolmates. Really missed the fun we had together in school. The studying times also not forgetting soccer !! Hahha.... Its been part of most of our lifes... Hahah!!!

Seeing my past post Since then makes me feel that time really flies so fast... i miss sec 1 times especially >< hahahha!!! 2005 1c ROX !!!!

Well thats all for now ^^

2011-08-04T01:00:00.002+08:00

Just wondered why actually I know why but I choose not to say because its better not to find trouble as one cannot outcast a group. I don't care if you all hate me or what. I lead my own life you lead your own. Whatever I do I know that I am not doing anything wrong that is going against my wills. What for need to quarrel and hate here and there? Is there a need?

I find it waste of time actually. I am happy being myself now although throughout my life there's always downfall. I am sure it will eventually bring me to become more and more stronger. That makes me want to prove all of you who look down on me.

I am not clever in Studies. Means I am Stupid? I know all of you are clever than me. That does not show anything. Just want to leave everything behind and take a very long rest.

Life's Hard, Wear a Helmet.

2011-07-07T00:17:00.003+08:00

Alright I post this post is to not only revive my dead Blog but also for someone. I don't know if she knows my Blog but i hope she will know and view it when possible ^^

I came across a Carl's Jr Manager while walking past Tamp Area. She explain to us abt the job 2-3 mths back. Desmond, Junwei and I agreed to try working and Yes we did after awhile JunWei Brought in JianlOng to work tgt and its getting so fun and I made new friends there. Haha.

After few weeks of work, I get to know a girl Ella when working with JunWei that day. She her first impression to me was Shit. I agree she was Rude and Rough... A girl should not be this way... and after work took abt 30mins to get her Fb ^^ and i get to know her even better. We texted and chatted when we can and I even send her home after work when we work tgt. Sometimes i will go down to look for her...

We just kept on going like that... but we arnt tgt HELLO dont get the wrong idea... She is someone special i have to say. We chatted almost everyday. Haha.... Till sth happened after my Birthday...

I dont know if its my fault or hers... maybe its mine >< she changed totally... I dont know why but I am really sad. I just want to text like before and everything to be like last time... thats better isnt it? Hais.... nvm I will work towards it and get her attitude back again >< thats all i have to say for now >< I need rest ....

Signing Off,
Andy Teo

2011-03-06T00:43:00.002+08:00

Alrights I shall revive my blog now =D

Well for what? For the sake of Joseph my very best Bro since secondary school.
He is a very warm-loving Bro i can say... after his A's the time he spent the few month mostly with me.. with me studying and playing after my exams is cool...

Especially when he go Wild Wild Wet with me, HuiNing and Cindy =D HAhahaha its the most memorable time ever i had with joseph.. I wish there's another time i can go swimming n playing with him =D

Now he has been enlisted ... i will only be able to see him next 2 week later. =x Its not gay but I really do miss the times we had together...

Now I am like no one staying near me already =x Hais the rest are staying way too far away =x Sob sob ....

Joseph See u in 2 weeks time =D

2011-01-02T21:06:00.003+08:00

Omg I haven been posting for Mths. Well let me do a simple update and start my New Year Moving. Well Happy New Year to Everyone !!! =D

Its been sometime since I pursue my Future. But everytime I do it just turns me off. I Feel so T.T....

Alrights... What to do? Awww nth to do seriously. I lost touch already. X=

2010-09-29T21:51:00.002+08:00

Results Are back and I am Happy With some results.
Have to retake 2 papers.. gonna work hard to pass.

Hmmm yesterday went to Changi Point with Kia and walked around the area. Its so nice scenery to bring someone u loved so much there. It will be such romantic place to be.
Its just that I dont even have a chance to bring the person there.

Not only This place but more of places to go. Have been regretting all these times. Even though I told myself not to go for looks but eventually those I go for the looks really too much of expectations that alot ppl will go for.

I want to go for someone who is really worth it. who will it be? Hmm i have my answer but will be kept inside me till i get my diploma.

Thats it for now.

2010-09-10T01:35:00.002+08:00

I know its so loooong since I posted in my Blog. Since now is my Holidays, I shall do an Update. More Updates soon =D

Hmm well what should I start updating with? Haha maybe about tdy my last day of Exam. I wished I did well for all but cant be hahaha... Hmm well wait for results den.

I went home to change and headed down to Alexandra with Kia to Visit his dad. Reached AH at about 1.30pm. Chatted till his aunt came and we pushed his dad to the Chinese Physician and Kia n I we went for our Lunch. After that headed back and off to the ward for his dad's OT training Hahha!!

After so we headed down to Queensway Shopping Center. Bought His Vans and walked around. Heheheheh nice alot of Girls there working hahahaa!!! Aiya its nothing lah =D
Hmm so after that we went to Ikea and walk around hahaha... For Aircon =D

We soon headed down to BMW's Showroom and walked around New BMWs now are so Imbah... Hahahaha.. Hmm walked around and asked a SalesPerson Question he Yaya us... Damn Fed up. Think we cant afford one? I shall prove him wrong in few Yrs time Buy a BMW right in his face... Darn.

After that headed down to Kovan for dinner den Home sweet Home.

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I wanted to tell u so.
I know U arnt Interested now.
I will wait till we finish our Poly.
I am sure this wait is worth it.
Will u be the first to believe me?
I hope so.

2010-08-03T08:36:00.002+08:00

Well its been 1 month since I blogged. Many things happened inbetween but I still managed to get through it as time flies. What more can i do? Hmm well who knows? Been thinking of not continuing anymore and because of all the support from all my friends around me, I decided to stay and hang on.

Well bought ny iPad on the 23 rd July with the accompany of Ian starting to queue at around 4 am actually hahah. First customer at The Marina Bay sands. Kind of cool because this is my first time queueing up for this kind of things. Very delighted actually.

This sunday gg to Universal Studios Singapore... Womdering who is the lucky person that is willingly to go with me hahhaa.,, lol. Thats al for now. Off to listen to lecture already.

2010-07-04T04:37:00.001+08:00

There's a thing I wished to have now ... Which is the Brownies U made!! Its really awsome. I really wish there's a day when I can make the brownies with u but I dont think I can anymore. I remembered the taste...

I really Miss u ... since we cant communicate already whats the point of keeping the card u gave me ? The things inside cant be truth so lets be it... I decided to redo my contact list already.

I tried alot of times already... my first time of being so courageous is the most hurting time ever... I tried 3 yrs ltr but still the same... ur expectations are far higher than i expected. I failed. Always do failed infront of u. Thank You.

I appreciated all u have helped me in. I am sorry for this lost. As u said the trust isnt there... U boke this off to someone u trust more... and he even said me in his blog... So hurting I can say. Really nth to say anymore... Ur Hurt I know... I am also Hurt. I keep my words but I dint. Nvm I am not blaming anyone now.

I Hate myself really..

2010-06-23T00:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

WAHOOOOOO!!!

2010-06-20T01:04:00.002+08:00

Saturday 12th June:

Went back to TTSH because I forget my notebook. So yupps got it back and off to eat with KIA and Ian. We then headed down to Leisure park to walk around waiting for my mum and friends. Its an event held by BWL ( Best World Lifestyle ) celebrating its 20th Aniversary.

Special appearances by : MayDay! tawanese band.
So cool concert by them.

Sunday 13th June:

Went off to Genting with uncle, aunty, cousins and Grandma. 6am set off and reach Genting ard 12pm cause of Lunch at a very nice place near awana. Reached Genting so while waiting for the room, we went shopping... shop and shop. After that gt our key ard 4.45pm and off to the rm to rest. 5.30pm my 2 cousin and I went to watch KARATE KID!!! Awsome Show... nice story line..
After that went dinner and nth much.....

Monday 14th June:

Cousins went to Outdoor theme park while i enjoy walking outside the cold and windy Genting ... Also followed by some shopping for stuffs for peeps.. haha. Almost walked whole day well nth much this trip actually.

Tues 15th June:

Packed and went down last time to get sth for LingLing ... after that set off to Singapore at 11.20am ... need to rush cause Uncle having appoinment with customer ard 5.30pm. So we went down and reach SG ard 5pm...

( Upon reaching SG, I heard my friends saying abt an accident that happen to the way to 2nd causeway which I came back frm. A couple was inside the car but unfortunately the guy passed away and the girl injured... and its frm NYP nursing but i dint know who was it and to my supprise when i went for the TTSH open hse, sister joyce told me its my colleague and then i realised. Kammy Get well soon. )

Thurs 17th June:

Went to See kia's dad and then off to Health Promotion Board with him to see the exhibition which i went when i am in pri 1 lols. it cost $1.50 per entry ... so fun inside. After that we walked to Pinacle @ duxton for tour. Headed down to Chinatown and saw Peire Png acting, den walk ard chinatown and off to ClarkQuay hahahaa... walked ard The Central. after that to eat the very nice Stingray and meet Rice... walked down to Explanade and off home....

Saturday 19th June:

Went for TTSH open hse as told. Wa scamed lols no friends went but lucky gt AnQi to accompany me... so after that heard abt Kammy's accident so went up to see her... cried when i see her in that state. She used to talk and laugh tgt when in attachment but I really hope she have a very fast recovery. Gave her a small bear Handphone strap as a Get well Soon Gift. Hope she like it. after that went starbucks with anqi and she did her project while i take a nap. walked down frm TTSH to Dhouby Ghaut and play awhile and off to Raffles hotel. Went to City Square mall with uncle, cousin, aunty and grandma... Home sweet home after that

2010-06-13T03:59:00.001+08:00

Alrights Will post when I am overseas... Its alot happenings tdy Hehe... =D

2010-05-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

Its been sometime i blogged. Nothing to say recently. Have been having attachment and all.. Its so tough to pass nowadays. Feel Like giving up seriously.

When Looking at some things or walking at the same old place, it brings back those lovely times.
I want those memories to be back. Its so so so much better than the ones now. I dont need a memory card to store the current memories. I want my old memory card back.

I have always been a possessive person... I keep my things by my side to prevent any lost but there's a curse in me i suppose... i am ought to lose friends every year... I made more than 100 friends a yr but lost a few everytime... well i gain but lost the old ones. What happened? Nvm Since some ppl dont want to continue on with the friendship den let it be... Y bothered by it? Hais.

I always give in my best in everything i do. But when i wanted to tell or sth, there's always a rejection or not already stolen by ppl... Well its really so unfair. Its too unfair.

Can 2010 be my successful year pls?? OMG

2010-05-17T00:15:00.001+08:00

Alrights Yesterday EnJoyed alot ... Went for Desmond's Bday BBQ. wahhahaa... Alot of ppl attended OMG!!

Sunny Boys: Kelvin, Heede, JunYi, JonathanKhoo, GuoLun, ZhiQuan

Kezann, Nelia, Eugene, Hockann, Reynold, Daryl Pang, Yuting, Reuben, Ian leong, Ian chow, Kia, Andrew.

All of us... Great time at Des hse playing PS2 and chatting and all.. What a gathering we had. Cool and nice. Wonderful I can say.
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Tdy went off to Raffles Hotel with uncle and meet up with Desmond at Suntec walk ard and off to Marina Bay Sands to Meet Ian. So we walked in and explore. Nice and Wonderful place... Desmond bought a Pringles in Tower 2 of the hOtel and it cost 6.5o OMg!!! SO exp and small LOls.... after that went to Compass Point to eat and home sweet home.

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7.30am is attachment time OMG!!! damn it I HATE it.

Well its kinda late and have to sleep .

2010-05-15T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hais 4weeks has passed. Wont be in NYP for 4weeks from next week onwards. Miss my friends. After attachment will be 2weeks of break. What The Hell.

Life's too boring. I want a fulfilled life but seems impossible. I am gg to hate attachment firstly. Gg to pass this attachment with flying colours... OMG 14 module pts. Killer.

I've planned my Weekly Timing W/o attachment which means normall sch time.
Mon- Study + Soccer @ serangoon
Tues- Study
Wed- Study + Dinner W/ EugeneNg @ TP
Thurs- Study
Fri - Study + Swim + Outing with peeps
Sat - Study + Soccer w/ peeps + Raffles Hotel
Sun - Free and Easy

Been so busy ... hais. This is the plan for my 2010 Yr plan. Its gg be it.

Been so busy with sch and stuffs... Hais. No time for anything already. Mood not very good and smooth. Been through alot.

GATHERING IS ALL THAT IS NEEDED... STRONG BONDS BETWEEN FRIENDS.

Have been trying to avoid certain ppl and things. It just seems impossible. Keep bumping into her. Y? x=

1st = Lucky
2nd = Coincidence
3rd = FATED!!!
4th = WHAT IS MORE THAN FATED?

OMG!!! x= Seriously I getting to Hate 2 person... Feeling of getting used and so. Once need help den come if not nah.. What with the Fish attitude u gave me on that damn day nice indeed.

I know whose my Best Friends, Close Friends and FOES... I choose them after some friendship test and I dont do it so obviously and when ur tested u nvr know u r tested. Thats How i choose my friends. SOme dont deserve it so get lost.

2010-05-12T00:09:00.002+08:00

Alrights haven been posting.

Nth much just don wish nxt week to come ... attachment 4weeks thrashing. PUKE!!!

Hais ... I just want to say...

DO NOT HUMILIATE ME OR CRITICIZE ME OR MAKE USE OF ME WHEN U FEEL LIKE IT.

DO NOT FORCE ME TO GO AGAINST MY WILLS.

U WILL NOT LIKE IT.

ZZZZZZ

2010-05-06T00:54:00.003+08:00

After Surviving for 17+ years going to 18 this coming June, I have experienced alot more than anyone else do. Its really tough for me ever since I left secondary school. I should have chosen the path of Private school to pursue my dreams of becoming an Architect. Instead, I tried my luck being supported by Mr Lee and Mr Wong using JPSAE, DAE and all. To my surprise, after trying even with Principal's endorsement, it failed on me. NYP suck and is a dissapointment.

2nd year already. I cant believe it and I have no idea how did i manage to get into 2nd yr with such " BO CHAP " attitude? Well luck's on my side. I promised myself that after completing my Nursing Diploma and with the Cert, I am gg for Army and once I am out, I am gg take on a 3yr diploma + Degree course @ a private sch in SG which is Recgonise.

I told myself " When There's A Will, There Is Always A Way. "

Aim for it...

Another thing for another person....

I know you are busy... but no matter how busy u get, pls give urself some space to relax and while relaxing i hope u can sms to chat. Is that Difficult? Well I know u wont see this but thats all i gotta say. Take care...

I love all my friends. U guys nvr know when u or ur friends will leave this lovely place named Singapore or Earth. Treasure ur friends. Once U choose to neglect them, u will find it ok or u might heck care but one day u will realise how impt are they to u. By the time its way too late.

In conclusion, Treasure Ur friends.

2010-05-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

There's Something each and everyone of you should know.

Friends are seriously the most important asset in you. Either u keep it safe or u choose to let it go.

There maybe some friends who u have once neglected because u seldom talk to one another. Some because its known from tuition or somewhere else and because not being in same tuition center or whatever and lost contact.

Being able to contact most of those who have already like lost touch of and its so great to hear back from them. It really boost up my moral.

So ppl do treasure ur friends as well as ppl close to u. U never will know When They will leave u. and when by the time u want to talk to them, they have already left the world. By the time its way too late to talk to them again.

2010-05-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

Wa back from meeting with Maggie aunty and Jian Feng aunty tgt with Kia and Ian.

Was in Best World Lifestyle ( BWL ) Headquarters @ ToaPayo with Kia and Ian talking about how we are suppose to go on making money ourself. Haha. So I am going to be like Maggie Aunt. I dont have to earn as much as her like 40-50k per mth but gt 1/5 of it I am happy already.

Slowly I am gg to build my Downline and Network. Step by Step. Give me 2yrs at lease to slowly do it. Yupps 2 yrs. With the help of the 3 Aunties, Maggie, JianFeng and Qiao Yun, I will sure be the first youngest successor... Haha.

To check it out, www.bwl.com.sg

I am currently promoting and selling a product with anyone who have EYES will have to buy. Try for at lease 3-6 mths and U will see the effect. Its called the " I-Care ". More info pls go to Www.Bwl.com.sg

Haha. Well its the starting now. xD... Thats all for tdy maybe...

After the Meeting JianFeng Aunty drove all of us to eat dinner or so called supper @ Toapayo lorong 5 hahas.. 1 bowl of Meepok, 1 stingray, 30sticks satay and 1o chicken wings wa seh... Bloated... after that Maggie aunty taxi home and JianFeng aunty drove us home 1 by 1... Reach home ard 12am plus gg to 1am lols... Nites all.

2010-04-30T01:27:00.000+08:00

FULL STOP....

*Cries*

2010-04-29T01:08:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I asked myself why am I born to be such a potential failure... Well nothing goes smooths for me all the while... It does not matter much too.

Sometimes I asked myself why I care for u, Why I concern for you. Its because all of you are my friends. Friends are one of the most important assets in us. Without friends, I think I suppose wont be standing right here.

Well agree that we do not always get what we wanted... the last time i get what I wanted was 1yr ago.. I wished for a tablet for myself and I gt it... Till now i have not get what i wanted yet. I hope the 2nd time will come.

Found it fate to know that u are actually the person my mum has been telling me all these times. U are a niece of my mum's sec sch classmate. Dint get to know u in Sch but well finally meet u on that very sunday xD. Even ur mum knows me ... Lols. Even b4 you are born, My mum already know ur mum and dad. What a coincidence?

Well Friends are made not only by friends itself ... also from ppl around you xD.

Fate/Destiny Lies In-Between our Hands. We have to hold onto it b4 its too late.

So therefore I have to persever through these hard times I am facing. Regardless of what, I am gg to succeed.

Well I dont expect myself to Succeed in Nursing but there's somethings I would want to challenge myself....

1) I will continue Nursing for the sake of having a Diploma and the skills learnt. It will sure benefit me when I am suppose to take care of anyone who is around me.

2) I will study Architecture after I am out of NS. Its my passion of being 1 cause i want to design for ppl and myself . It will be a great accomplishment when I am able to succed 1 day. Architecture FTW.

3) I will be helping out a very succesful lady who was my Mum's sec sch friend. She's someone I really want to learn from. Despite using 8yrs to repay her late Husband's Debt of $40k she took 8yrs working for BWL to repay it. Till now she is earning 40-50k per mth. I want to learn from her and work hard for this ... I know I will. Thats Y theres a saying " When There's a Will, There's always a way."

4) Being an Architect sure want to have a Girl who is also somehow a designer beside and being there for him. So I would want my GirlFriend to be a designer... Well only 2 ppl know who am i saying about.

To Des: Well I trust what u said to me xD... Hope its true..
To Eugene: Same to u 2 xD...

Alrights continue tmr ... Nites

2010-04-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

Phew... Tdy was great day cause 9am till 2pm well actually should be 1 pm but Abnormal Psychology came in for make up.. well the teachers teaching us this Sem is really Interesting and entertaining xD.

After that headed home and off for lunch with Eugene darn 5hrs of sch marathon W/o food and finally xD.. Hahas. Meet up with Jon Khoo for awhile and off home ... Raining n Raining this few days darn hahas... xD Stop raining pls.. xD.

Update Ltr......

2010-04-27T23:43:00.002+08:00

Cant sleep for so many days... Its bugging me lyk so ...

I used to be seeing u as a friend, Then to love u cause of the personality in u...
I admit ur personality is gd at times... but nvr will I knw that its not ur real personality
U have shown ur true colours...
Whenever u r down I used to be there to care for u, concern for u. Not because I like u nor love u..
As a friend I do that... cause seeing u so happy with the other half is what i wanted to see...
but nvr expect sth to happen ...
We still chatted regardless of anything but Just after a small invitation from me, ur attitude changes totally... dont say I am thinking too much cause its real. I Apologised alot of times for what
I have said... but to no avail. In my eyes, I always thought u arnt those petty kind but to me now u are. I dont wish to say all these but to let u knw how I feel.

Since till now theres no communication which is the first time ... It seems lyk we have ended this Friendship already am i rite? Well I always respect u ... unless u come up to me and explain. If not theres nth else i wanted to say =D

2010-04-27T00:08:00.001+08:00

I just need time alone for myself... too much blow for me.

Do not come and irritate me..

2010-04-24T12:54:00.001+08:00

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2010-04-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

Fri...

Went to sch with only 2hrs of sleep cause class start at 8am... well ended @ 12pm...
So after sch, went kovan with Edmund and off home myself. Walked halfway saw Mr Chia, mdm Tan lin and another teacher... So greated them.

Went home and change after that headed down to Hougang Swimming pool for swim.. after that walked home with Kia and off to the Airport to meet Desmond and Ian. Went for dinner tgt and walked ard the Airport.

While walking towards the end of Terminal 1, we saw the Singapore Team for Gymnastics... Hahas. Cool. The Twins was there... representing the country. Hmm wondering where r they heading to hahas.. Well all the best to them.

Off to Terminal 3 and eat P.C Hahas... Hmm nice den off to welcome Desmond's Grandma back to SG ... and Home sweet home... With a supprise lOLS!!!! Ok nvm Well... Nth much to say Hhaa

2010-04-22T22:50:00.002+08:00

Alrights I am doing too much Thinking !!!!!

Within these Years we never quarreled and there are no bad omen between us. We remained as so close friends... despite the Brave act I did so long ago. There no reason towards the rejection. ........................ 1yr plus passed.... INTO POLY WOOOOO.... NURSING ... Although I hate this course but I learnt alot... Results not gd but still I Endure...!!!!

After sharing my experience with YiFang n Anqi, they gave me the same thinking of what they think abt it....

"The person gives me the feeling like you are suppose to be there, it's as though when He/She needed something, He/she will come to you. but when He/she doesn't, He/she will throw you aside."

Was really shocked they said the same thing I dont wish it to be true.... Or U r out of my List!!!!

Maybe what I said is nth to u anymore... Maybe u have forgorten what u said 2 yrs ago... on my belated bday Letter!!!

Alrights nth much to say le... Gonna sleep and enjoy tmr 8am till 1pm ... den Relaxing hrs...!!!

2010-04-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

I Guess I wont be seeing u anymore... cause in ur mind rite now, U must have hate me To the max. And U nvr knw its the vry first time ...

I tried my best... Since its a decision well... I have nth to say.

Well I am too sleepy Nites

2010-04-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

Bought my Lecture Notes Lyk finally Haha... Well Tdy is the worst day alive. I am glad i can walk out alive... 8am till 6pm marathon of classes... Well done!!!

Tmr gonna be better cause I start 9am end 11am ... off to Tp maybe to find friend... Well b4 that configure of lappy!!!!

Hais... Nth much Gd nites peepss

2010-04-20T00:15:00.003+08:00

Alrights post this and I am off to bed.. Haha. Wahahahaa....

Hmm tdy nth much first lesson was Lab and after that Brk... well till 1pm and Tutorial... After that Lecture all the way... till 4pm. So Boring.

Well ... Saw GuoLun the first person I reach sch and then Desmond... after that my cousin and classmates...

AFter sch while waiting for Heede, saw Wong Zhi Quan haha.. he so excited to tell me his experience in sch .. wahahaha cool. He so happy. After that Heede, JonKhoo and Zhiquan we took mrt to RP and meet Neelam n Kelvin. Suppose to have soccer but raining omg so used Com till 6plus den have dinner and I rushed off... For someone I knw de bday lols don knw how explain... Haha

Well gg off to sleep for tmr 8am till 6pm marathon/......

2010-04-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

Alrights ltr @ 10am will mark my first lesson ... Lab sia. Hmmm actually its 8am but the first Bio Lab is E learning haha.. cool. Well I dont really look forward but since its sch still have to go... I wish to see those I want to see but nt those who I dont wish to see... Seriously I have a gd class.. xD...

FTW 0914.... 2more yrs to go... Must Keng!!!!

Sunday ... Went over to PP with desmond to buy Sch reopen items... He bought a note book plus pen... I bought a 25pc DVD-R, Notebook, Pen and a pencil... Wooo.. Rdy for sch... The DVD-R only Jiayi knw Y i bought that lols!!!.... SAve her!!!

Hmm so nth much already End of Holidays ... Promises are broken and PLans are gone... Hais. If u fail to plan, u plan to fail.... but for me its I plan to succeed but U make it fail... Thx. xD ... Appreciated...

Off to sleep... Cya yr 1 students...

2010-04-18T01:32:00.002+08:00

Once a promise have been broken,

It leaves a scar behind the person who has the promised kept by someone who place it on them.

Just because of 1 matter n the total trust was lost.

I know u for long n this is ur attitude towards this matter...

I have seen it finally the other side...

I have nth to say...

U want another word frm me in ur Phone, Msn or Msg, Non will be gg there... cause I find no point giving myself 1 msg 1 dissapointment. Its nvr lyk this b4 until 1 mth back. Thank You vry much for being such a good friend... all these years... Since no point talking so let it be. I will always go by ur decision...

My Efforts are never onced appreciated by u I suppose? Or am I wrong? My efforts are used inbetween Exams n Studies... It takes Time and Effort to plan. I m nt a Vry Gd Planner but I tried... last 4 weeks of Holidays arent Even Holidays to me!!! Puiiii... lead everyday with Missery...

*Not Talking abt U*

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Miracles nvr happen to Failures Lyk me...

While thinking back, the times in Sec 3 where the friendship of everyone really bonds... I really love Sec 3 although theres 1 vry bad experience for me but the Daring Challenging for me...

I MISS HONGKONG!!!! I WANT TO GO BACK!!!

2010-04-15T00:59:00.005+08:00

PICTURE SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS>.. SO LET THE PICTURES DO THE WORK!!!

E AWARDS ENTRANCE... 13th March... ( I HATE THIS DAY!!! )

All of u have eaten Fried Rice for $4 at all Stalls... But how abt this $18 Fried Rice?? LOLS

THE CAGE!!! WHERE I INJURED MY WRIST First time playing there.. First Match.

2nd time @ the CAGE... Cool not injured but 6hrs of fun...

Kia n I on Sat 10th of April... We sat on Flyer...

Cool...

Inside the cabin taken by a Father of 2 ( malay )

Taken by my E71 bright...

So quiet cause only 6 ppl on board this cabin.

AT the Highest Peak of FLyer

11th April.. 2nd day of work.. Simei CC

Huge Prince n Ladders... LOLS

My Game Booth ... Toss Coins... Easter Fun FAir

Kia's Booth ... Match the colours...

WAo... nice effects under the lights in Flyer Cabin.. Haha

2010-04-15T00:54:00.002+08:00

Alrights Nth much already... Sch is starting soon. Waiting for it to start then... Haha. Well still hoping for that miracle to happen ... Hope it will. Thx those who concerned abt my feelings recently. xD.

Great Thanks to :

AnQi ( 11Yrs Friend Since XingHua Pri ) XHPS to NCPS
Jovial Mei
Desmond
Ian
Kia
JonKhoo
Kendrick
WuJing
Jaclyn ( WHITE )

HAhas... Still have the rest. ALrights this week really passed so fast uhh hahas. Well Well Well.
Hope for the better... things will turn out fine...

2010-04-13T02:21:00.001+08:00

Bought Hoody From TOPMAN with JonKhoo

Total of $98

OMG!!!

My Black Hoody Cost $59
&
JonKhoo Gray Hoody cost $39

Lols... So happy with my New Hoody.

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Really missed chatting with u.... x=

2010-04-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Ian Leong Stonecore!!! Hahas...
Been great knowing u frm Kia... Exchange programme.. Hehe.
All the best.

Have been working with Kia Yesterday n Tdy... Yupps Yesterday work @ Singapore Flyer haha. Was kinda tiring but fun... Meet Jonathan Lim there my NCPS friend. He's so good.... He gave Kia and I 4 tickets to sit in the Singapore Flyer but only 2 of us so gave other 2 to YunTing and Her sister but they cant go unfortunately so passed to their couple friend.

My wish onced was to sit on the flyer with the one I loved. But failed once and again... but this time took it as a bday present gift for Kia so yupps we 2 sat on it with another Family of 4 so its 6 ppl in a cabin so quiet and fun. after that home sweet home and sleep.

Tdy was another fun day also... worked @ Simei CC hehe... Tiring too but fun. So after that Iluma lan 1hr with Kia n Jonkhoo... after that went to Jon's hse to play Fm and have Pizza hut for dinner so full hehe.

Tmr gonna be with Jon n Kia suppose ... Firstly Visit Yuan Fei in SGH and then off to get Jon's pay and outing... Hehe...
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Until 1 fine day u never see me smsing u ... Its the day when I am tired of trying to contact u again. Its really tough to get u to reply ... I dont spam u because I knw abt ur Limit to msging, I dont want to spam u just to get u to reply me because I do not want to irritate u.. I sms u alternatively or few days a time... issit too much? If u think it is, den let it be...

2010-04-10T01:38:00.003+08:00

Body really aching much ... Darn with anymore pressure to it thats It. Enduring the pain is the word to use... So much things affecting my whole holidays. Sch starting soon... some of my plans are ruined by some minor/major problems.

I started planning my time for all of u during this Holidays during my attachment period. Gt Concerts, Events and also Outing. Some are needed to be planned early cause Tickets might be out like example the Dance Concert @ Victoria and E awards @ The Floating Platform. Glad that the Bros were able to catch up alot during this holidays.

Swimming, Cage ( Soccer ), Prawning and alot more.... Its all so fun outing. With Different ppl also.

Holidays are ending soon yet I do not get the chance to go out with her. So jealous of others who can go out with her. ......... Blah Blah Blah. Whatever...

I love Swimming the most followed by Cage and the worst of all is E awards although I love the concert but during the process of asking ppl to go, Its alot of efforts wasted. I used up all my time planning for it because of Joseph's Influence cause he wanted to go so badly... how can I leave him alone? Thx bros for making it possible to go. Thx Noel for being a Substitute and Buying I left over Ticket frm me...

In every Outing or meet ups, I will always be the one planning Just because I can plan instantly and fast. Effective. If u guys cant see the effort I have placed in all plannings den whats the use?

Ppl TRUST me just because they know i can plan and make it a vry fun and pleasant day. Everyone makes mistakes Y because of a mistake u make it a bigger mistake and nt by approaching the mistake and amend it?

Girls are weird cause Boy and Girl can be vry gd friends and also vry close friends. When a boy ask them out, and they are friend with him, they will not reject when they can. But if they know that the boy lyks them, they will just avoid and treat them lyk Viruses. Y judge a book by its cover? U nvr even read the contents u want to throw the book away.

Once vry good friends and a guy wants to care and concern for the girl more, the girl just ignore. Whats the point? Give him a chance to care for u and concern for u maybe he can be better than someone u think is better. Some ppl are just not for u because they play with ur feelings but not all guys are lyk that.

If u think finding a perfect guy can be much easier I can tell u its different now already.

I dint see a post talking abt me gg out with u or whatever before. A normal friend will be in but a close friend have no place ... how dissapointing can it get. How I wish my heart is made from Diamond which can nvr be broken down into any pieces...

I care for u when u r sick. I concern for u when u r worried about ur exams. I am there for u when u need someone to talk to. What about u? Will u even be there abit for me when I am sick, worried abt my exams ( Failed already and did u care? ), when i need someone a vry close friend who is a girl i can talk to. Where r u? U do not even care... When I injured myself where r u? Do u care?

I really thx all my bros for me... after 2 yrs, still there to help me out when my wrist is injured the other time when attachment period... i cant eat anything only bread ... how bad can it be? Ian, Desmond, jonKhoo and Kia... thx for the help and concer... Really appreciated...

U guys Get what I mean? Its life ... No one is perfect.

2010-04-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

Well Its so Tiring for tdy... Woke up kinda late so sorry lols.. So meet JonKhoo n off to Kallang The Cage for the 6hrs Marathon of soccer.. Lols. Yupps Being Praised by most ppl for being such a gd keeper.. Haha. Thx all.

Well Gt kinda lots of Incident but its alright though. Have real fun really... Also Gt girls play hahas..

After that walked to Mrt with Zul, JunYi and Neelam.. Haha.. Was damn funny while chatting ... Nice... headed to BBQ of class 0914 haha. Damn fun and food was ok. Drank Vodka 40% with them cool... Nice... After that 11pm home sweet home walking to bus interchange with Wen Yang .... xD...

Doing nth now... was wondering Coincidence.... and Fated to meet... but wondering if fated to be tgt... Was shocked too...

2010-04-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

Alrights For Tdy....

Happy Birthday ONG KIA HAW. My CDAC buddy .. haha.
Knw him for 3yrs already? Hmm maybe more than that haha.
All the best dude...

Went over to desmond's hse as usual tgt with Kia and Ian to have breakfast... Yupps Nice Bee Hoon. After that slacked at his hse for few hours and off to cycle to ECp vry fun haha.. soon its late afternoon ard 4pm plus and Jonkhoo is on the way so yupps we cycled back and went off to take bus 26 and off to ToaPayo...

Walked to DBS and withdraw money as not enough cash to pay for steamboat ltr on. While walking to bus interchange and wait for the shuttle bus, Shocked to see Sherwin walked pass ... Dint really notice her until i saw someone waving to me right infront of me... lols. Such a Coincidence xD.

After that reached the Chong Pang Steamboat and the Aunty so Happy to see us hahas... cause i always go there. We ate quite alot there haha... have fun chat and jokes... after that we requested for the radio station for the whole area to be changed to Muttons Till Midnite... 98.7Fm... Haha. Nice songs.. well after that sang Happy Birthday song to Kia and also the Aunty which is also the Lady Boss sang to him too... Upon leaving the area the Aunty treated us to Ice Cream... Thx ... Haha..

Headed to Jon's hse to play FM 2010. After that Home sweet home... Tmr Soccer... Wahahhahahaa I am gg be Casillas for tmr. 6hrs marathon... wooooo

2010-04-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

Holidays are ending soon... My holidays to me arent even holidays. I passed everyday with Nitemares and also suffering...

What has gone wrong with you?

U said I dint appreciate what U have done.. cause u tried but I dint know. Ok I know I was in the wrong and I already apologised. Did u forgive me?

U lied to me... I forgive u like I forgive my Bros... thats what friends are for.
U fall sick and I concern for u u dint bother replying. I listened to all ...
I take it that ur phone's Flat but when power's back u will reply...
I take it as u too busy to reply...
All kinds of reasons The whole world can say I take it...

But these would not have happened... It will nvr happen until March 13th... E awards... The incident that Happened. Before that we can chat like normal. Since it already sounds like we dint know each other, then let it be... whatever u say I listen...

"Joseph" thanks for the idea of gg to E awards... I regretted listening to it and planning it all ... What ever i wrote in the previous post on the letter was I think its nth...

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Alrights back to normal post but may link with whats happening now. Tdy reach Desmond hse ard 8.20am... and have breakfast outside his hse de coffee shop... so after that went down to orchard for desmond to get dental appointment. After that to Balestier club to get mum's phone back ... After that headed to Singapore Post to have lunch and off to his hse and play all the way... nite went over to Leisure park and back again... after that Home sweet home....

alrights I am changing my service provider soon... this mth. I am changing my no. too... Most probably... New number will be given to close friends only. Its a great chance to avoid everything now. nxt on is moving hse... or migrating ... sounds expensive but still gg to do so... Alrights that all...

2010-04-05T21:17:00.002+08:00

Is This BackFire?

So dissapointed...

Ppl care u heck care...

Well If this is what u want ...

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2010-04-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

Well tdy nth much woke up and used internet. After that meet Desmond @ Kovan ard 1.30pm and Off we go for Tuning of GTR-35 Hahas, went for Lunch after that with Ian and off to my hse for me to change... cause tdy Hean Jin, gibson and few of us meeting up for BBQ at Hean Jin's hse hahas. Well Its fun indeed. watched Kungfu Panda hahas...
After everything, headed to Changi Airport and have tea with Ian. Walked ard awhile and home sweet home.

While on the way home, a aunty sitting beside me doze off and keep hitting me with her head swinging here and there... Haha... irritating so get down 2 stops before my stop and walked home frm the park opposite YYSS.. hahas.

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This is a random post and its very memorable for me... xD. Was looking at past items and letters frm all friends... and found it.

2 Years ago... In a Blue Letter... Was a belated Birthday card. Written in the front " Andy ".

Inside was written lyk this.

" Hey, Brownie 好吃吗 ? Sorry for the belated birthday present. I know your aim for O lvl and you want to beat me you work hard because i am not going to let u win so easily. but if u need help just call me, I will help u. Anyway want to thank you for helping me in everyway. I am glad to have u as a friend. Dont know next year, we are going to same poly, If we aren't, I really wish we will keep in touch, remember change handphone number must inform me. Let work harder for 'O' levels. Jia Yous

By... Someone.

I haven reply this since I have the letter but here is my answer...

Thanks for the brownies... very unexpected that u will give me a belated gift which is the brownies u made... Its really nice. Till now I still remember the taste... well was wondering if I have the Honour to have the brownies or sth else or not.

Well its not early already... Have to meet Desmond for Breakfast @ 8am KNs.. so early lols.. Well off to sleep xD.... Have to wake up @ 6.30am and off @ 7am ... Yawns....

2010-04-03T11:43:00.002+08:00

Swimming on Thurs Was great really.

But alot of things happened... First is Jonathan Lost his Locker Key and we have to look for it... while looking for it, I injured my hand... then after that when it was found, we lost 2 of our floats... kns... den found already don knw lost what again... Lol LOST AND FOUND day!!!

After that went to Dhouby for Lan session 4hrs... actually 1st hr is $2 den sub hr is $1 .. we played for 2hrs le den tell us its Gd Friday Eve the computer cannot change back... knn so its lyk $8 total knn... I broke on that day cause lend kia also..

After that dinner @ my hse there where my mum pay.. hehe.

Headed to Jon Khoo's Hse and Played Fm frm 10pm till 2.30am lols... Siao. Den home...

Friday was another day off piss off Haha... Woke up and Jon come my hse to FM again because of our newly created team. after that went for lunch and off to 3hrs Lan gaming ... hais. Headed off to des hse and Jon ps me lie to me ... knn. Desmond's Mum ask the maid cook alot for us in de end only JunWei and I go the rest nvr go... Waste food. After that Played Fm in his hse and home sweet home....

2010-04-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

Have not been sleeping well and not been in gd mood for 1wk and 4days already. Do not feel vry good too... have some guilty and regrets thoughts all these while. Its so difficult to understand girls.

Hais... Tdy woke up and do nth hahas. Planned to sleep till 10am tdy. Yesterday was different hahas. 8am run to des hse hahas... Well so after that went downstairs for lunch and off to Vivo to meet desmond. Went over to HP to collect Lappy. After that to Desmond's hse and play .. Haha.. Till now I am home.

PLanning for tmr Swimming with Kelvin, Kia, Ian, JonathanKhoo, Guoyuan and DEsmond. Hahas... Gonna be fun.. I hope.

Well... I really do not wish to see myself in this state... But I have to because I have to really settle this first. Just hope that when she sees this, she can talk to me again.

2010-03-29T23:29:00.002+08:00

Theres always something to remember... Past memories? Or whatever... Firstly Let me finish up my post for the day then I will post an apology post...

Today went for Supp Test... well hope to get through this time. Accompany Desmond to BoonKeng to extend his warranty. Then off home... switch on the com and well done .. Called HP and they ask me to immediately go down to Hp for check. So i immediately Brought it down. They check for the first time and it can on... after 1 shutdown, thats It. Send in to HP again for the 6th Time... Sianz.. After that went to Airport to meet Kia, Ian and Desmond. Ate there and home sweet home... really no mood for anything.

APOLOGY POST....

Till now I still do not know Y u do not want to talk to me... seems to be avoiding me. I admit I am too harsh to make a decision that time cause its unexpected. Its not as if i never took the effort or whatever to make the plans. I really put in effort to plan for it... I am really sorry. Sorry SOrry SOrry SOrry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry SOrry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry....

I just hope that we can talk things out... Since I have already forgiven u, I think u should forgive me too right?

U might be wondering what happened to the Ticket rite? Well this is the story of the Ticket ... Actually Urs...

Its ard 3.30pm and Joseph and I were still stonning there spamming calls for ppl to go but alot rejected cause of Tuition and all... Finally till our unexpected answer frm NOEL CHUA... He was at the IT fair.. So he agreed to buy the ticket frm us by selling him at a lower price set by Joseph ... SO thats How the ticket was sold btw.

I promised in future there will not be this kind of things happening again... I promise..

2010-03-29T00:24:00.001+08:00

Kinda Completed my Revision for ltr 9am exam... Although cant really revise.. But I am gg for my best tmr. All the best for myself... Used to have motivation frm her but non now... Well i am giving her time...

Thx all that have comforted me and talked to me... Bros and Mei... Thx... Appreciated.

I choose to Forgive u and I mean Forgive... But Y u lied?

If u really cant forget what has happened on that Friday Nite, I have already apologised... What can I do now?

We used to chat happily and all... no nth has happened.

What are friends for? What do u think?

Thx Ian, Kia, Desmond, Joseph, Jaclyn and those who Cheer me up when My results are so bad ... I failed my Bio and the rest are just a C and D+ all the way.... U used to cheer me up when I am in this state... but its not already.

My clinical last time was a B... now a D... All because of the SISTER... Darn HEr.
My Essay Gt a D+... last time was B+ almost A...
The rest D+ still fine with it... Psychology n Sociology... CFC... HA...

Its Disaster... Darn O's lvl again..
Lucky me with lots of Support ard. If nt I would have not survived this Yr...

Rmbring my DNT was with As.... till O's its D7....
Was happy For my Science... Physics was A1 and Chem Was F9... Lucky to pull till B4...
Humans was suppose B3 to 4 but come out E8...
Maths to be C5 but nvm... paper 2 screwed...
Chinese C6 and Eng a D7...

Wheres my luck? No luck this Yr ...

SO so So so so so so down this time...

2010-03-28T19:06:00.001+08:00

Alrights An Early Post to end the day...

Sorry peeps Was not in the mood.

Andy: Desmond What will u do if u know someone who u trust alot Lie to u one day?

Desmond: I will cut off contacts with the person.

Andy: Y?

Desmond: Easy u trust the person so much and yet the person lie to u... Its easy as ABC.

Was having a conver with desmond...

I was so hurt and dissapointed.. cause when i asked u that question I know sth is gonna happen and thats It... U lied to me.. U feel gd uhh? U nvr lied to me ... but u did now. FIrst time ever... U hurt me too deep... U lied ...

LIED

LIES!!!!

U LIED!!!

Y MUST U LIE?????!!!!!!?????!!!!!

2010-03-28T16:15:00.001+08:00

Hais cant helped lah... Too much unexpected things happened.

2010 should be happy Yr.. But turns out to be the opposite.

Days are nvr the same.

Full Of Apologies...

2yrs back 3 Left...

Now someone gg to leave again makes it 3yrs 4 ppl left.

2yrs back cause of cannot betray friend so left...

Now is because of small matter leaving? am i rite?

I am Sorry X (infinite)

Forgive me

2010-03-28T15:56:00.002+08:00

Listen up my friends...

Misunderstanding can be deadly... It can lead to alot of unwanted things. Unexpected too someone close to u will leave u one day because of Misunderstanding too. U will nvr expect it to happen but it just comes in too suddenly. Its way too fast to stop it.

Also another thing for someone to knw. U will nvr knw that ur friends or bros or whatever will leave u due to a vry stupid reason but true indeed. Some ppl tend to GGFF... Got Girl Forget Friend... Yes theres room for Bros, Girlfriend, Friends and so on... means different ppl gg out on different days. When U r out with any group rmb to be in it... chat here and there... not all the way answering calls frm Girlfriends... Yes they want to chat with u.. but sms can also.. don have to answer call all the way.. then whats the purpose of gg out with Friends, Bros and whatever?? Rite?

Aiyo... Still giv lots of excuses.. Comeon. When u with ur GF do we keep calling u? No cause we knw u wont even answer... nor we will sms cause u will nvr reply cause excuse is that u forget... Puiii...

Hais.

2010-03-28T01:17:00.001+08:00

Knew a Senior and He is now working as Assistant Producer For Channel 8 Show... Every Thurs 8pm that Funny Show.

Lucky to know him ... Hope that He can find me a Job in Mediacorp Woots... I want work In Mediacorp ... Data Entry, Asst. ( position ), All .... I just want to work in Mediacorp hahas...

2010-03-27T16:41:00.003+08:00

Went for Alumni meeting this Morning till 2pm plus... well was given a post in the meeting under ChengLei. Chatted and met some seniors hahas... real seniors who graduate in 2005, 2003 and 2002 hahas.. Well... After meeting, the big bosses drove us to eat.. ChengLei and I in same car omg!!! Its Jaguar.. Wa liao sua gu leh nvr sit in suck expensive car b4 hahas.. $280,000 is the price for the car... OMG!!!

Well after that accompany senior Yong Hao, Aaron and Ker Shin if i nt wrong to bus stop and lastly waited for YH father to fetch him so after that went home for revision again... Till ltrs..

Updated...

Hmm... Went to Raffles Hotel as usual and off to AliSHan Kovan to eat.. After that drink SoyaBean den off to Fairmont Hotel to deliver clothes den off home.. well for tdy its nth liao lah..GG to study again...

I cant explain the pain now... I wished I could ... Its the pain of being ignored. It hurts but still I am enduring...

2010-03-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM JIA YI ( Daughter )..
xD...

Today is the most Boring and Pissed off day I can say... Almost all of us never talk all the way. Omg. Worst Day ever... went back to YYSS and slack bought lappy there tgt with Des too.. So played FM2010.. after that, LJY team needs to use my lappy so lent them and wa lasted till 5pm till I can get it back hahas.. so after that ....

Ian, JonKhoo, Kia, Des n I headed to my hse for me to finish my part of revision and off to Des father's company and he drove us back to his hse. Ate and somehow quarrel because of Lan.. Wth everyday Lan so DL sia.. Not sick meh... -.-

So after that JonKhoo wanted to go back Kovan to play Lan so he went off ... I cycle to fetch him to bus stop but in de end managed to pursuade him back to go leisure park. So off to play Datona lols.. so fun and Mt awhile won of course. Cycled back to his hse and off home...

% of us chatting throughout is 10% and 90% is nvr talk ... WTH happened?? All of us not in gd mood i can say...

On the way back, Saw Joy in bus 21 Hahas... Pri sch mate and Kia's Sec sch mate hahas... lols. Coincidence.

Days Passed ... I am more Worried for u. What happened actually ... its fading.

2010-03-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

For my Bros...

Treasure ur loved ones and Friends... Y i said that is because someone important to me has lost faith in me... Y in the first place i don trust u its because I took 2weeks in advance to inform abt sth... until the last min den u tried. If I am really wrong I apologised... but u r just being petty dont u think so? Nvm maybe u are not... Ever since that matter, the way u see me and talk to me have changed totally.

To Desmond: Desmond... Well I know u are unhappy that JonKhoo, Kia and I called u a feeder... but u know we r just joking.. If we all keep saying that u r a pro, there wont be any fun conversation among us rite? Also u have to know... Well Desmond.. If there is anything u need help in, feel free to find me xD... lastly I really don knw if our BrotherHood will last till when but hope nth will affect this...

To Ian: Ian... Well I know u r in a relationship. Don let it affect the ties between us bros... not u n me but all of us... Kia, Des, Joseph and Jon Khoo... U have to put in time with us too nt always with her... Girlfriend is impt but Bros/Friends are more impt serious... Sometimes what u said in sms are really too offending yet u do not knw abt it sometimes... Lastly I do not know if this BrotherHood will last till when but we almost lost it once just lucky to get it back... Hope not to happen again...

To Kia: Kia... its really a miracle that we can become Brothers even though we know each other through CDAC ... so without CDAC, we will nvr be friends let alone brothers. I am glad to knw u and introducing Desmond, Jonathan Khoo, Ian, Joseph and Jaclyn.. my bros and friend to u. Until now our Brotherhood still strong... Lastly For u, I can say that we wont have any problems cause I knw we will there for one another when somethings crop ups.. Hail to our Brotherhood.

To JonathanKhoo: JonathanKhoo... Bros for 6yrs eventually. Although sometimes u are that heck care, I knw u will still care for me bro.. we have been through alot of darn quarrels sometimes but that does not stop us frm being bros.. Thx for being there for me whenever i need help. Lastly, I am scared that this brotherhood cant last for some reasons.. but still I knw it will last...

To Joseph: I do not think that u will read this but thx for being there for me... Helping me. For u because u are in JC and theres too little things I can talk to u abt but I knw for u, Sometimes u are just being too ignorant... U have to answer call and reply sms sometimes.. don leave it there and dont reply.. its kinda rude u knw? Hmm well lastly, Thx and I knw this Brotherhood will last till the very end...

Alrights... Should End here already... Tmr nite after study will have another bros meeting.. Hope to see all of them there... as for Joseph, will find a time to go to Joseph hse to visit him again...

Here I would want to thx some ppl...

JonathanKhoo: Thx for treating me sometimes when I am lack of cash...

Desmond: Thx for spending ur money on treating us Food n Arcade... I hope u save the money for Food instead of Arcade..

Ian: Don knw what to thx u but being bros for so long nvr seen u treat us b4... all is we treat u nia.. to GF u can treat but Bros also can rite?

Joseph: Thx for being always there for me when I need help or someone to talk to.. thx God for letting u stay nxt to my blk so that I could access ur hse anytime when u can...

Kia: Thx for accompanying me When I need someone to go out or relax... u are the one who will nvr say its far and because of that by not gg...

Cindy n HuNing: Thx for always being by my side in sch and also caring for my reults and all... So glad to knw the 2 of u.

Jaclyn ( White ) : Thx for being there for blackie when I need someone to talk to...

Sherwin: Thx for caring for me sometimes... n wish to hear ur stories u wanted to tell...

Jovial: Thx for being there for Smart Kor...

Thats all for now bah... Nth much le ... too long a post....

2010-03-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

Have a sudden Feel for Studying after gg for Remedial Lesson on Bio tdy... Gonna pass and Do better for nxt sem.. I cant let my GPA go on lyk this anymore...

Watched KungFu Cyborg Just now... I love the story.. Well its not wrong to love someone..

Now I rather I am a Robot instead of Human... Robots and Human are the same they only go for what they want...

Humans can fall in love but not Robots... Humans have heart not lyk robots which uses only Battery.

If I am a Robot, I wont say that I love u cause I want to live on... I want to open my eyes to see u, I want to be there for u whenever u need someone to talk to, I want to hold ur hands and hug u when u feel cold... lastly I wont picked the Flowers for u @ the dangerous cliff cause I want to live on... Robots fall in love and they will lose their powers... because I am a robot u can love me but cant be with me... If one day u found someone over me, I will go to that dangerous cliff to get the flowers for u ... I rather sacrifice for u in the vry end ... [ This is what I want to be ]

If I am a human, I will say I love u cause I said that right infront of u b4. U made ur decision that really break my heart but I gave u my wishes... cause u choose the path. Comments were given but u dint take it by heart. Things unexpected happened... after knowing all that has happened, I decided to share all ur sadness with me... I want to make u feel happy but not sad because of all that has happened. Only a human can share real happiness and sadness with the Heart!!... But not robots.

Not every guy has the guts to ask nor step forward. It take courage which comes frm the heart. U have to lift urself out from the place where he left u alone ... and stand up and keep going forward. U have to give urself a chance to move on so that others can care for u... Keeping urself standing there does not move u to anywhere...

Well don knw why after watching KungFu Cyborg I have lots of things to say... Hais. Well No matter wat, I will always be there for u.. wheather u feel it or nt, U must know that I am always there for u ...

Alrights Off for a nap... was not feeling any better ... Fall sick in such a time. I want to get well soon... Soon..........

2010-03-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

Alrights for tdy... went DBS bank with daddy to settle sth.. after that off to Kia's hse and SA awhile b4 gg off for so called Brunch... hehes.. after that watch Brown Sugar Macchiato Epi 1 with kia... Hahas. SA all till 4pm.. den off to hougang mall and meet Ian @ Compass Point.

Walked ard eat and saw Mediacorp artist there shooting Watson thingi... Eddie Lee was there too.
After that headed to Kovan for tea but i drink Sugarcane drink... den Jonathan came and we set off to SA again... Wa liao.. 1hr den home sweet home...

Was walking home and thinking of what to do for this week. I only knw that most of my time is to study for my Bio and pass the Supp paper.. and after that free. Nxt up is that I knw that u will reply me no matter what... U have nvr ignore my msg W/o telling me the reasons. This is the first time... I don knw where or what went wrong... can we talk? U r making me more worried for u...

2010-03-24T00:51:00.002+08:00

I think I am gg Berserk... My mood this week was totally drained down... I have no mood.

Results out tdy... don wish to say anything abt it. Need to take Sub paper for Bio. Fail others can lah but Y fail my Bio? Kns ... GPA dropped again. So drag down by it ... Anyone to motivate me?? I really hope that "U" are the one motivating me by talking to me once again... there must be a reason to why there is communication prob nw. I need to knw the reason.

All I want u to knw is that I really want to be there to care, concern and be with u... be by ur side to help u in all ways. To totally forget the other half of u previously, u have to giv urself a chance and will u be able to give me and u a chance?? I really mean it. U can don trust me but let me prove to u.

2010-03-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

Alrights whats in for tdy? Hmm well woke up with shock.. 1pm. WTH. Nvm after that use bro's com and play SA hahas. Owned Lah.. COme on All diamonds still lose wth. I realised my TRG skills improved by 100%. Quick zoom and no scope shoot will be so powerful.

After that headed down to Jon Khoo mum's shop for hair cut. After that headed down to Bugis to find Ian. Den watch ppl play MT3 Dx plus. Headed down to Raffles Hotel and help to deliver Suits and shirt over to Fairmont Singapore. Sianz run 2 times cause aunt forget abt 1 more shirt hahas. After that off to dinner and home.

Well have been using Bro n Sis com... My com went back to HP again for Replacement of Parts and Cause Battery Drain too fast. 2% in less than a Min. Calculate how long to drain my batt with 100%? 25mins Batt died le hahas. So they say its Processor prob this time. Hope it will be fine after all these brought back.... Urghhhh.

Just find this 2 songs kinda nice... Frm Shinee... JoJo and Ring Ding DOng hahas... Coool
Hais.. Feeling so bored this holidays and Its nt a smooth holiday too... nxt week most prob gg to Genting .. i want to relax...

U r giving me the feeling that u wanted to avoid me, u don wish to talk to me. I don know why but its the feeling u r giving me. U always reply in the same way. I just hope what I am thinking is nt what u mean. Its just few chats and thats it ... always busy. I really hope there's a day u are free to chat for long.

2010-03-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

Alrights Late post for the day... Hmm yupps another scolding and very last scolding tdy afternoon... Drag my time till 3.45pm which is overshot 45mins. WTF. Nvm so headed back home with Desmond. He actually meet me @ 10am for brkfast.

So his father fetch us to his hse and Kia was already there. We ate and headed off to Leisure park. Machine was not full its empty. So we decided to play ... Yupps won 17 times and lost only 3 times. So yeah they won and look vry happy lols.. Funny seh.. Noobs are everywhere. Well Its really fun day. So after playing headed to Parkway to have Mos Burger... Wa flashed back memories when I had my so called lunch or dinner there with Kia... LOls.

Fun day tdy with Kia and Des... Ian cant come because of work. Junwei because of BBQ and he don knw how to cycle. Jonathan Khoo cause of some excuses. Hope will have time again with them ... Wooooo. Headed home to SA with Kia, Des and Junwei hahas.. cool. But kind of wan to wack JW and Des... Sianz.

Well So nw holidays off to find part time... and $$$$$ hahas...

I am free now so will be taking the initiative to ask her out sometimes... hope that she wont reject my invitations. Although I knw she will but I will try my vry best. Thats what I can do nw. Invitations include.... Tea, Coffee, Chat, Dinner, lunch, Brkfast or Outing. xD

Well Off to sleep no more 5am waking up time. But still i will wake up 7am to Jog... Starting frm nxt monday xD.

2010-03-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

AnothER pissed off day... was actually peacefull this morning... doing my stuffs and what I am supposed to do. Suddenly, ard 10.50am, That Bitch came in... and come and see what I am doing. I was bringing the patient to Toilet bath... so she KPO.. I asked a AN to help but she told her to go away.. so I do myself.. Yupps nvm. Went back to cubicle and she started ask me abt Report so I told her all I knw. She keep prompting.. In the end I answered all her 2 ques she ask me yest. She den giv me another 9 more ... KNS.. Curse her go out bang by Lorry... Lorry nt Car... Its lorry.

She say to my C.I if I tmr cant answer her, i will need to do another attachment. FK..... My C.I pour cold water somemore.. Kns after this attachment, I don wan see them anymore.. Fk up. I am gg enjoy my 1mth... GG overseas I hope. Tmr better clear... If nt fk them. KNN.... My mood tmr don turn it upside down can le... If they do, they will nvr have better life on after that.

Y am I so pissed? I am happy with what I am doing. There is nth wrng AN or SN also nvr kpkb... At lease I do things.. don believe ask AN n SN lah KNN... Bitches.. My last few days u make me unease I see how long u can ease urself... maybe nt working in TTSH but a patient in TTSH soon... try me thx.

After Work, went to meet up with kia and headed to HP again. Brought Com down to do updates... and in de end need to send in cause of Batt drainage problem... Drain too fast. So yupps after sending in, went over to Harbourfront centre to eat... Hahas. Cool saw alot of cats!!! After that went to VIvo to walk ard... chatted and chatted... Saw Fireworks coming out frm Universal Studios Singapore... after that headed to Kovan and home sweet home... Tmr be a better day... Pls. Don brk my mood.

I refrained myself frm smsing u. Y? Cause I want to let u have a breathing space and let u cool down also. I don want to irritate u nor make u angry... I knw u r angry with me. I just hope that we can talk again... I don wish to see any relegation occurs... Pls. It hurts ...

2010-03-18T00:43:00.002+08:00

I AM DAMN PISSED OFF FOR TDY!!!!!!!

Kena Called down by NYP lecturer and don knw what SISTER!!!!
C.I was there too....

Actually was only caught by Hair for main prob nia... Nth will happen. 2 wks have passed but unluckily caught by a off duty SN... KNN FK her retarded problem.. ur relative there so what? U off duty KPO so much for wad.??? Curse U SN... U nvr KPO nth will happen .. NO lecturer No sister no nth!!!! FK tard!!! N also If C.I I wished she nvr say much more... tell me in private can le... Nw kena blacklisted liao ... I am fking pissed off can?? Darn it....

I am already pissed off with some problems unsettled ... U come giv me problem. Nvr let me see u walking outside... KNS!!! I don wish to spout Vulgars but U forced me to. Nw I have more work to do... Ltr morning shift... GG take report with darn Sister... FK sia. Observe me what? If i have no interest in doing I would have Quitted Sch... Y am I still there? I have friends supporting me ... Not lyk u no life... cant u be lyk other sisters?? Teach us not KNN us... Think u so pro issit? We must memorise everything ... Other SN also will forget de... U suddenly pop question I nervous only forget part of the answer u need me do HW.. lyk i don knw how to see.

Pissed off lah really. Spoil my Mood for the day.. come in with a smile and end with anger.. KNS.
Loaded With Lots and Lots of Workload and Lifeload... What else?

I really wished u were there sharing my problems I have while working but I cant... I am scared of talking to u again. The phobia is there... *Slap* myself for saying those words that Hurt u... I am really sorry.

2010-03-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

No mood.... Really No Mood....

Attitude... Thx uhh... Attitude...

For u I choose to forgive and forget...

But have u?

Off to FM2010.....

2010-03-15T00:14:00.001+08:00

I promised to change the way u want me to be... What do u want me to do just for u to not be angry with me anymore? Pls...

2010-03-14T02:24:00.002+08:00

I shall post ltr in de afternoon... I am super tired after coming back frm E Awards .... Sianz

Alrights let me update now. Photos will be uploaded soon...

Okaes... meet Joseph ard 11.30am and off to YYSS for the 100th Yr anniversary Food and Fun Fair. Thx MeiYi for the $15 voucher for us to use. So bought quite a few things to eat and use. Its kinda fun too. After that, went home and bath and meet Joseph @ his hse and rested. Spams call to alot of ppl SRJCians, Cousins and even friends. Alrights after that headed down to Serangoon Mrt and meet Kia. We headed to Lau Pat Sat and eat with Ian. After that went up to his hse cause Joseph and Kia nvr see b4. Then off to Pool haha.. so fun.

After pool headed down to the Floating Platform to meet Noel cause he is the one that bought the ticket over and i sold him @ 20 nia. Lost $5 nvm lah.... The event was so High.... By2, Ah du, Yoga Lin, JJ lin, Eason chan, Liang Wen Yin, LiuLingLing and more... Hahas especially Shinee.. when they come out all ppl stand up Kns.. cant see a thing need stand on chair... hahas. So during the whole event, we went down to buy food and drinks hahas.. so fun day.

After the whole event, Kia and Noel took bus 70M hme... and Joseph, Ian n Me we went to Lau pat sat to have supper. After that headed back to our hse by taxi.. hais $17.70. Cool.

I apologised to u for what I have said. I was waiting for a forgiving sms back... Since 1pm plus, I waited till the even was over... 12am. In my mind I am gg positive. Its either u are tired, Hp no Batt or u forget. So the nxt morning will reply. Till nw 2pm plus I see nth. Means U are not gg to forgive me? Whose more dissapointed nw?

2010-03-12T23:41:00.003+08:00

Tdy after work, went back to YYSS to help... after that meet Kia @ kovan andn off to IT show saw alot of friends lols... mainly is to meet Jon Khoo.. after that Kia n I went to Eat @ Crystal Jade Kitchen... Wa liao $36 for 2 ppl lols... cool. First time eating @ restaurant with a friend.. lols.. Home sweet home after that... xD

Well off to SA... xD

Edited...

I am sorry for what I have said... Dint blame u too xD.. Hope u don get misunderstood... xD... Well Off I go out with Joseph, Kia and Ian ... Bye Peeps...

Bon Voyage Jovial n Gerlist xD... Have Fun

2010-03-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

Well tdy was ok ... Tiring day indeed. Was so looking forward for Fri and Sat... Hmm.. Well after work, meet JonKhoo @ City Hall and off to kovan and buy Mac hahas.. went to his grandma hse to eat.. after that home...

Hmm Tmr gg back YYSS to do project and meeting Kia after that to go IT show... Woo... GG out!!! Wahhahaa.... Whahahhaa... So boring lor. Sianz.

Well Nth much tdy... Off to sleep nites

2010-03-11T01:11:00.002+08:00

Its quite a late post for tdy. Was doing my case study... Its alot to write so I decided to hand in on Fri. I completed 90% already finally. Was so tired tdy... Also i have lost my Ezlink card luhh darn it.. Cant find it.

Well after work tdy, went to Bishan and meet Kia after that headed to my hse. I slept while Kia used my lappy. Rest till 6pm plus den headed down to Changi Airport to meet Desmond. We went to T2 and eat hokkien mee... woo... Nice and after that went to the new area called Changi Aviation Gallery so nice... U all go le will knw. After walking ard that area, we sat down at the carpet there som nice... Hmmm off to T3 with Jokes and laughter.. Hahas..Bought Bo luo Bao and off home.. really tiriing... Hais.

Its been 2 days since we chatted. Life was so different when I did not talked to u... I have no mood to do anything. I was like forced to do so I can say. Nvm I still have to do. When I talked to u, I have the motivation frm u... its when I really have the mood to do so. I know ur limitations towards replying but few per day will be enough... as long as there's topic for us. I wished u can also talked to me even if I dint sms u. But I think thats impossible.

2010-03-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

I am really not in a gd mood today. I was 7mins late for attachment. I was scolded for wrong answers to a question. I was asked to do all the work for de whole morning. I endure although my hand is still nt fully healed. My wrist can nw slowly turn but nt dorsi or planta flexion.

I really want my hand to heal fast... really b4 saturday. Saturday is vry impt day.. I have been looking forward to it. 1 Day out ... cool.

Well... I haven been feeling so well recently cause of the injury and also partially because of that it affects my mood. I don lyk it. I wan be cheerful and lively.

I dont knw if u find me bothering u?? I really dont knw. U knw Y i smsed u? Y i talked to u? Its all because I care and concern for u... I wished I could make u forget him and consider me... is it difficult? No I am nt pushing u for an answer.. It takes time.. I giv u space and time.. Yupps xD.

2010-03-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!

JOSEPH ANG!!!

ALL THE BEST xD.

2010-03-08T23:58:00.002+08:00

Well tdy after attachment headed down to YYSS to ask Mr Ayob to write letter. So after that went over to canteen and had abit of conversation Hahas. Talked abt what I am facing now.. Haha. After that headed down to Bishan for prawn fishing with Jon Khoo... Meet Shermin, HweeMin, Kelvin and MeiYi.

Jon and I shared a rod... OMG 3hrs $30.... We caught ..... Jon caught 4, I caught 1 and Ardi caught 1... total 6 and means 1 prawn cost $5 omg@!!!! Ardi came later timing and caught the last prawn in de last 5min hahas...

Hmm after that headed to Headshot to play 1hr of SA.. lols. Den off to beancurd... saw Jenny, YongChuan, YuRei n Ze... and friends.. Wooo.. cool. Den off home... Well tdy is a tiring day... feel lyk sleeping le lols.

Hais... If I am bothering u, pls tell me. I will control myself. I know even if I don msg u, u wont bother smsing me rite? Hais... How I wished I can have someone I could really care and concern for. I am trying my best to heal my wrist cause I don wish to be really in this state and u seeing me in this state.. well well well....

2010-03-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

I really hate my life now... so many unexpected things happened. I sprained my left wrist yesterday during a match of soccer @ The cage kallang. Its getting worst n worst each day... the pain is unbearable but I am enduring it. My everyday life has been changed ever since the injury n because of somethings.

Tdy I went Lan with JonKhoo for 10hrs marathon .. Lol. WtH... Hahas. After that went for dinner @ KFC... den off to Jonkhoo's hse and slack.. halfway I slept.. Lols.. Till 10pm and home sweet home...

I really cant type much le .. Its hurting. Hope to get well b4 Saturday. I don wish her see me in this state... I feel so useless nw. Cant do anything myself. I need a second hand.

Have been asking myslef Y must it be u? My heart answers saying because at first u should be the one but u choose the wrong person. Now Fate is giving me the chance now. I am trying my best to eat n do things... I endure the pain because I knw u don wish to see me in such a state. There are no communication problems between us and its really fine...there's topic always. Its time u should put the unhappy momenst behind and move on... giving me the chance.. I promised i wont be lyk him. I will do my vry best to care and concern for u... u can mark my words. I believe we can last all the way as long as we trust each other. Will u be willingy to be my second hand?

2010-03-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

Well should post abt tdy? Hahas... actually was feeling so bad until I don wish to do anything. Really don have the mood.

Woke up by Jonathan Khoo's wake up call. Wash up and meet him on bus 51 ard 10.45am. Headed down to Kallang and missed a stop ahhas.. So walked to Kallang Mrt and drink soya milk while waiting for kelvin. After meeting kelvin, we headed down to The Cage @ kallang by the shuttle bus. Played for 4 hrs frm 12pm to 4pm... straight.. so tiring.

Whats worst? First game because of my mood, was not concentrating well too.. the ball hit my left hand and there goes my sprain. So suay. after 2 yrs, the sprain was back. Its kinda better cause can clench fist but cant take things already. Back to the useless me? Sad. After that ate Pasta Mania with Kelvin n Jonkhoo.. after that JunYi joined us. Went kovan with uncle, aunt and Cousin for dinner. Headed home.

Hahas... was abt to go on diet cause of the pain in the wrist. I cant take anything frm nw on. I m back to last time.. need ppl help me. I can only eat bread? The lightest or biscuit. But Sherwin say that I better eat if nt faint den jialad lols... Well I wont faint de lah... Thx Ian too for the concern, Desmond and Joseph hahas...

After Half a day, My mood was back to normal again. I dint knw what to sms but I took out the courage again to ask what happened. Since I knw ur answer already, I was quite glad abt it. Thx for the concern for my wrist. I will eat more if I can. I really cant buy food and take it myself. the pain is unbearable but I am enduring it.

2010-03-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Today Marks the end of first wk of my attachment. Was of course happy but for today its kind of different for me... my mood was totally squashed... Its the worst day in that week. I do not wish to say abt it here ... If anyone close to me wants to knw I can tell u... Depends on my mood.

Today so after attachment, went home and Kia n JonKhoo came. We Sa-ed using my TV and after that off to Des hse. We cycled and off to ECP and Eat there... too. Chatted along n also sitting down @ a area which is so quiet. Home sweet home den... nth much to say ... really in no mood...

My phone is getting quieter and quieter... I was waiting for smses but non came in. I waited for the whole day but to no avail. I was so down. My day was drained totally. Heartbroken....

2010-03-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

Yes tdy work for morning shift... woke up @ 5am and off to work.. also I am working as Sherwin's alarm clock hahas.. xD. Morning shift passes vry fast .. so enthu hahas. Tmr will be the day. Bros day out!!!

Well after work, headed home and off to Kia's hse to take my trolley but then, forget to take and went off to play lan. Eat Bean Curd again... Haha. So nice... so yupps ... nth much for the day...

My days are numbered I suppose... Hais. My blog post also getting shorter n shorter.. My days are shorter n shorter too... I have really nth to say too.. Hais.

I just want u to know ... why am I doing this. I want u to knw that I really truly care for u, concern for u. I take time even if I am really busy to talk to u. Even if I really have limited time for myself, I will still ask u out. To bring u to places u have nvr been to. If only u could giv me the chance. We could even stay n Hang ard late to chat n share feelings. Care n concern for u more. If only u can giv me the chance to.

2010-03-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

Tdy... Hmm woke up and go for work... Well actually was fun day but because of a new patient he broke my mood for the day.I was suppose to take his BP, pulse and Sp02.. but, while checking for his IV plug on which hand, he shouted at me ... " 0i don anyhow touch ltr if my Iv come out i gg to sue u ... go off" Kns ... He pissed me off.. den he almost started a fight so i ignore him and walk off... FYI he is a gangster and also in court case for fighting in hospital... lucky he did nt attacked me if not it would be worst. Darn him... Thx Sherwin for cooling me down.

After work tdy, meet up with Jon Khoo to eat BeanCurd hahas.. after that walked home while chatting... Tmr doing morning shift hahas.So looking forward to it haha.

I wished I could spent more time to care and concern for u, eat with u and also go out with u. I cant do much for this 3wks cause of Attatchment. Alrights I should stop here ...

2010-03-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

Attatchment Was Fun but kinda boring... I want it to pass soon. I am gonna miss ward 8A n 5C... Saw Ruby the AN of Ward 8A Hahas... Chat with her awhile b4 gg for dinner. After all, went home and Mio Box needs to be changed....

I have nth else to say le ... Nites....

Miss ya

2010-03-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

Well what abt tdy? Hmm woke up and off to attatchment and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYDEN... LOLs. Attatchment was kinda fun becos of kind and caring Staffs there... Wooo Rocks on 8A n 5C TTSH!!!!....

Well after that went to meet Kia and off we head to VIVo... Bused down to HP and get back my Lappy. Its kinda better now but I dont think the Fan is still done.. Its really hot. well nvm I will call them again. Darn it. Lols.

After that headed down to Bishan and had our dinner. We took a 1.5hrs bus journey frm HP to Bishan lols... Haha. After dinner ard 8pm went over to sistic to get the tickets for E Awards... 2010. Wooo.... Ian, Kia, Joseph, Sherwin n Me.... Yupps. Spent a total of $250++ on Reparing Com parts and Tickets wooo.... Lols..

Went back home and SA with Kia don feel lyk playing cause kena owned ... hais. No mood den. Yupps Thats gonna be all....

YEAH LAPPY IS BACK AFTER 2 WKs....

2010-02-27T13:41:00.004+08:00

Alrights I am gg to post abt Yesterday's Event and Happening.

Actually woke up normally but because of Desmond's Call, woke up with pressure damn it.
Headed down to Yuying for quite awhile before gg to SuperBowl and play with Kia. So after playing, we went shopping for awhile and after that stone at Kovan Mac to wait for JonathanKhoo. Meet up and after that Jon, Des and Me we headed down to CityHAll.

Went over to Raffles Hotel to slack @ uncle's shop named "Coloc". After that ard 7pm helped uncle deliver 2 sets of Suite to SwissHotel. After delivering, head straight to Victoria Concert Hall. Starts @ 7.45pm but we went in 15mins late... Due to some problems. Dint want to elaborate. Ian owes me an explanation.

The whole concert was an eye opener ... although do not lyk it, I still dint hesitate to support my friends and juniors up there... Well Done I can say.

After Concert actually wanted to ask Jaclyn n Sherwin to join us for supper tgt with Ian's GF, But in the end all of them wanted to go home so nvm .. desmond went hm and only 4 of us went for supper @ Lau Pat Sat. After Supper, headed down to JonKhoo's hse to watch Bruce lee and walked home ard 1am ...

Dint sleep well cause of sth... a friend of mine was unwell.I tossed and turned until 5am den sleep. All for tdy...

Get Well Soon Sherwin xD.. Health is more impt than Dancing so get well soon ...

2010-02-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

Alrights Tdy is my last paper... Well although don feel gd abt all the papers, I am vry happy tdy. Let me put down all my sad moments and all.. Yeah also I finally healed. No fever le.

Well after paper tdy, meet up with Kelvin, GuoYuan and Jonathan Khoo.. We went to Jurong East swimming pool to play .. well played for 4hrs. Its damn fun shiok shiok... 1yr 1 time nia .. i wan more.. wooo... After that went to Kovan with Jonathan Khoo and meet Kia and we went for Lan to play SA.. waoooo... 3hrs sia. After playing, we went to eat Bean curd so nice ... walked all the way to bus stop sent Kia off and off home myself ... Haha.

Lots of things happen I can say but if anyone of u thinks that I hate anyone, I do not hate anyone at all... cause in my own dictionary, no word named Hatred, Hate ... etc. Who is worth me gg for or who is nt, I knw myself. The reason to Y i said that always there's a meaning. Thats Y i said, U will nvr forget the first and the last even if its being tgt or not.

There's once I did much, care much and alot for someone few years back.. she is the one that I really go for. I gave her Valentines Chocolate, Gifts frm Other Country ( Don wish to mention who and where cause it will get too obvious ) Although she rejected me that time, we still remained as vry close friends. Many asked how I do it but I really do not know. No matter how many person I have liked before, I still have that bit of feelings for her don knw Y... But recently, some unhappening happened. So Yeah.... Will continue nxt time hahas. Lazy type. Bleah?!!!!!!

2010-02-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Blog Aniversary LOL!!!

2010-02-22T12:43:00.004+08:00

During The Time I am MIa-ing, I will only say abt my feelings nt anything else... but this week is really tough to get through... I knw u will somehow read this blog but I still gg to say sth. There's no rush in this kind of things. U want to accept him or whoever can do it after this week. Although its good for u but nt any for me. This yr I told u is really tough cause of CNY and All in between Exams Somemore EOY u knw? Its kind of great blow for me after seeing what u wrote.. also there's no need for my part in ur blog.. Its same goes as nt saying anything.

Tdy is my Bio paper and I only finished studying 1/2 of it only. It affects my grades nw. I knw by saying this now is useless ... since I am already done for den let it be. SAQ holds alot of marks i should Jump to revising it. MCQ tikam can le... Bio a 7 credits module and I am wasting it...

TOO BIG BLOW ... Worst Blow ever... During EXAMS. Y must it be within my exams.? I wonder if u will feel this kind of blow later on but if u can put urself into my shoe u will knw how it feels.

I just feel that I am really stupid ... I can really sacrifice time and life to help the one I love but to my supprise, I gt a feeling after being rejected or thrown away that I am only dumb being used or sth. I cared for them and they do not treasure or appreciated. Till now only theres someone who i knw really appreciated and take care of sth that I gave her.. but she was once lost by me... I wonder if she can be found back.. it takes time cause I haven refil my "petrol"... I need to Refil it @ lease few mths bah...

Perseverance ... I will persevere through. in 1hrs time gg for exam.. All the best to myself.. tmr is Psychology and Thurs is CFC.

Thurs Ending @ 11am and After that meeting Kelvin & JonathanKhoo @ Jurong East Swimming Pool. Its gg be fun lyk last yr when the last time we meet for swimming. Wooo... Thurs FTW.. YEah!!! I want to relax.

2010-02-20T16:31:00.002+08:00

Bye Bye Peeps... MIA-ing for quite sometime. Take care.

2010-02-20T01:59:00.002+08:00

Tdy was my first paper... dint really did well for it.. was kind of mood down... but still it doesnt stop me from studying for other papers. I was really happy i did revise and did knw how to do the paper. I kinda lyk the feeling of really getting down to do revision.

I went to Koufu with friends. They ate and i look lols... cause i am full. Hmm after that Ian meet me and we sat down for Ice milo hahas. After awhile, Sherwin walked up to me and we chatted... well chatted for awhile den after gtg... so meet Jon Khoo @ kovan. after that, went to desmond's hse and have BBQ... Giv face luhh. After that received a call and it was a demoralising one. I don knw if i have to face it or believe it. I was given the death sentence... even b4 I can ask. I want to appeal but can I?

I don knw what to do... If its for real, all i have done for her will go to a waste. Helping Jae till 3am till I almost go debart frm exam. Waking up @ 7am and just to get her A maths book when my lesson starts at 11am. Lastly took up my tired time when I reach Sg in the morning with the nite ton and just to meet her after a day of Bai nian and passing her the Valentines Gift. I have already done my best for my part. I dint knw what else. Have i really wasted my time? I don knw.

I am off to bed... if i want, i will want to hear the truth frm u.

2010-02-18T03:26:00.002+08:00

Let me dedicate this song to all ....

Title: Friends Forever
Artist: Vitamin C

Lyrics.....

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

2010-02-18T02:26:00.003+08:00

Alrights... another post.. after chatting with Vivien C, I realised alot of things. I know where have i done rite and wrng. I must choose the rite path... no use getting angry over it. I don wish her to see we are quarreling. I choose to take another path...

I have changed since the last ever incident...

U can also do the same... U really have to think.

Nth else to say!!!

Well u should also knw she will auto tag u but for me i must prompt her... Well u should be glad enough ...

2010-02-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

Lets talk about tdy.. Hmm woke up and went off to Ian's Hse to bai nian. Hmm finally studied for 5hrs in his hse and almost completed the revision for Sociology. Its really gd view frm The Sails cause can see Floating platform, IR, Flyer and Esplanade... also Suntec as well.. Gd view frm his hse... After that to Desmond's hse and cycle as usual and off home... hais.

Alrights plans for tmr... actually wanted to ask her out but since she gt family outing den nvm. Hmm... Plans for tmr will be, Study in the morning till afternoon... since nt gg out with her anymore. After that Will wait for any available person who is kind enough to accompany me ... cause I need to

GO DOWN TO ( HP ) to get my lappy FIXED... DArn lols...
after that
MAYBE ... GG to Universal Studios Singapore for Preview... Hahas. After that Dinner and Home...
Dinner maybe with Sherwin but nt sure... Yupps plans for tmr...

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LaLa~~LaLa~~~LaLa~~~~

Hmm... well this few days seems empty to me.. Nth to do not much actually. Should terminate my service provider M1 soon... no msg coming in anymore.. its dead. It seems nth already.
I just realised I changed alot in terms of patience and perseverence... I am having positive thinking even when I knw I have lots of Rivals out there and I knw them all... but there's only 1 i knw for long and 1 which i just knew him but only chatted abit. I dint knw he is another Rival until I figure it out... Clever rite.. Hmmm...
I can say that I feel bad because looking at this 2 person, Although I win them in some ways but they have greater advantage than me... nevertheless, I am not gg to stop myself frm gg on because of all these I must persevere and do my best...as long as I do my best, even if I still fail in the end, I knw I have done my best. Thx Vivien Chin for telling me that.. and sharing experiences with me.

Well I really am trying my vry best ... Feelings can be slowly developed... It just takes time. Being the first to strike does not mean u will get it first. I am not a overprotective guy too... because I knw girls do not lyk guys who are overprotective cause it gave them no sense of space to move about.

Well i should stop here for the day ... Hmm. Gd luk for my coming exams. Jiayous!!!

2010-02-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

Alrights tdy woke up and 3rd uncle came to my hse... hehe after that went to 2nd uncle's hse and eat den Play BlackJack... well first time for so many yrs i finally sit down and play with them hahas. Won ard $5 nia lah hahas.. hmm after that headed down to 3rd Uncle's Hse @ summer place Hmm... chatted until in the evening decided to order pizza and also drove to nearest coffee shop to buy food and off back to his hse for dinner... hahas. Went home after that... was really lazy.

Well this year for Valentines, unluckily i did not go overseas like HongKong and Jarkata lyk previous years. If i had, I would have bought lots of souveniors and Valentines gift back for all my friends.. sorry peeps.. nt to be Bias but I knw in our mind first thing that comes first was the Thought that Counts...

Alrights also finally I started off with my revison already. Although its difficult to understand, I will do my best in everything I do ... I am gg prove to those who thinks I am zzz. Also to one of my uncle who thinks his money big enough to say us.. whichver his money also nt his which belongs to my granny and he borrowed it and nvr return ... Hundreds over K's to Million?? WHo knws?... I make sure my money nxt time will be more than what u own nw....

I am trying my very best to care for u and understand u more... U might not be reading this but still I really do care... just an example few days ago, I told u to go back home early cause its really late and only 1 person and a girl somemore.. actually wanted to accompany u home but since u said ur parents are nearby den alrights ... I go off first... I respect ur decision and answer. xD.

Thats all for the day i suppose I am gg to stone counting stars... Waiting for a bro to call...

2010-02-15T17:17:00.003+08:00

If I Was Given 3 wishes on Valentines day, I will wish 1st is that U will be Healthy and Happy. 2nd I will wish for us to understand each other well ... and 3rd lastly, We will have lots of topic to chat about and it will nvr end..

Well gtg Update Ltr .. Haha..

Alrights Since I am back let me blog early den.... Tdy did nth much so yeah went over to Grandma's hse and play blackJack... Dint win much but its fun hahas.. Lol. Hmm.. after that went home den rest after that to Aunty's hse ... Ate dinner there and Yepps... Sadly dont knw Y, I dint get any ang pow frm them.. nvm its ok... just missed only ard 4 packets nia.

Was so bored so Smsed some people .. and some nvr reply. Wonder what they are doing... Well I am bored leh... How I wished I can have people smsing me chatting ... so i wont be bored.. Hais..
Anyone??

1 last thing is i cant get my hands on revision damn it its only 3 days away and Sociology is up... omg!!! I have to study cause Thurs I am bringing the damn Lappy to HP ....

2010-02-15T01:10:00.002+08:00

Let me Post on My Trip on Star Cruise !!! Its long story but I will make it short and simple.

12/02/10 - Day 1 ( Nite )

Boarded the cruise with difficulty cause Kia, Desmond and Joseph don wan let me go off.. Hahas. Alrights so board the vessel and I lost my way to the Room.. lols. Its way too big and confusing for me.. so after that, found the room and settle down. Headed straight to the restaurant named " Bella Vista " to have our first dinner on board and had western dinner... after that headed to explore the Ship. and after alot of walking, off to sleep.....

13/02/10 - Day 2

Woke up and off to breakfast... wooo... at Mediterranean Buffet. Its nice food and after breakfast, off to explore more of the ship and went shopping inside buying some souvenior and valentines gift for friend. Did not buy for many cause the things onboard are way too expensive omg... ahhas.. so well to summarise had 7 meals on board this day cause last nite already so gt BBQ party... with lots of Dishes and delights. So I ton and walk ard the ship until 3am before gg to sleep.

14/02/10 - Last day!!! CNY and Valentines Day!!!

So yupps woke up kinda ard 9am and off to pay off my credit card payment... hahas. Yupps after that went to the Captain's Bridge where Captain and all control the ship. Watched them Sails into SG and Off I go to the rm and packed up. Off I go Back home!!!

So yupps after getting off the ship, feel so reluctant... but still have to go. Off to Raffles Hotel to get car and to Joochiat to eat Fei Fei Wanton Mee... after that went home and put things down b4 gg to Tampanies to Granny hse to Bai Nian.. hahas and then off to Bishan, Jurong and off I go to Woodlands to meet Iris and Nelia... hahas. Sat down at Macdonalds... and chatted. After that Iris went off to buy Ice cream and I passed the Valentines Gift to Nelia... sth small and cute... after that bused down to Nelia's friend's hse and chatted awhile b4 heading back home... so saw Jamal and clique on the way and sat down to have supper since I have not eaten Lunch n Dinner. after that walked home chatting away... woooo.....

2010-02-15T00:31:00.007+08:00

PART 1....

Captain 2nd Frm Far Left... Controlling the people in the Bridge... upon arrival in SG

Top - My Matrix Card Holder
Bottom - Nelia's Gift

Super Star Virgo

Back to SG near to HarbourFront Port

Parthenon Pool... Greeks Theme

Fire Place in The Galaxy Of The Stars

My Picture!!! W/ Dancer

My Pic w/ Mascot of Star Virgo

No Island On High Seas

Guess this?

Front Of The Ship

The Arcade

The Rooms Walkway!!!

Wooo.....

$33,888.00 | COst of Chivals 50 Yrs...

Safety Boat

The Lounge ... Hahas..

Stair way to all floors

Room No..

Bed in the Cabin

2010-02-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

Alrights Tdy my post is kind of late but i gtg sleep early.. hahas. I am packing my bag cause ltr in de evening I am gg overseas le.. So looking forward to it... Well I am gg to relax on board and think of nth... of course i will miss all my friends, bros, sis ... hahas..

Alrights i dont knw what will Happen onboard but I hope and its gg be a save journey xD... Star Virgo... Also there is a pic of how the access card looks lyk hahas.. lols.

ACCESS CARD!!!

2010-02-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

Alrights... Desmond U see this ... Nxt time u come my hse w/o telling me, i will ask my mum nt to let u in... Do u knw I am still sleeping?? And pls lah!!! No manners!!! U see me gg ur hse when u r sleeping? Damn it... Siao kia....

Hmm so woke up and off to Kovan with desmond to walk ard and Mac to eat his breakfast. After that went home to bath again and off to sch for Mask Fitting darn it... Retard 4pm have to be there for fitting lols.. so after fitting walked down to mrt with Ahmad and saw Loh li Yan and Jasmine Loy. Headed down to serangoon with them and off to Kovan ....

Meet Sherwin for dinner hahas. So yeah meet here @ kovan mac and off to Pizza Hut for Pizza. Nice Pizza and Tomato Soup lols!!! Hahas. Chatted and Ate ... Whenever we meet up, there will be alot of topic to talk abt luckly if not will be over boring hahas.. Bill was not bad.. so Yeah she say dont want let me pay all so yupps she paid 30% of the bill hahas.. She always don want let me pay for it!!! LOL.

After dinner with her, walked her to Mrt cause she having movie w/ friends... after that went home den off to grandma's hse for reunion dinner waooo... food!!! again but with the left over pizza in my stomach, I only eat Abalone lols!!! And some other small bites !! Hahas... After that off home to blogg!!!

2010-02-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

Okaes I am not going to complain or do anything... I do not want to quarrel anymore. I am not used to it.. I am not what I am used to be, I want to be back to what I am used to be. The Cheerful, Kind, Caring, Humorous, Funny Funny Kind of guy. I am in this Emoing, heck care stage now when in 2007. Only Few knows Y.

In this life of mine there are 2 kinds of people... Which i think is too much. 1st of all is those people who only call u or sms u when they need ur help if not they dont even bother replying u or calling u.
Those people will only push blame to you only when u failed to help them within their specific time. This people are called Blamers and they make use of people.

2nd is some people who tends to quarrel over small things. Saying about people but deny saying so. Y so naive?? Omg. Nvm do not wish to say names also. Do not make things diff for all of us lah. Just let it be kind of fair competition? Issnt it better? Running away from everything is not the way to solve things. Even though we do or will not know what will happen nxt, there will still be an answer but not nw.

Pheww... cooling down before continuing ... Pheww.... Breathe in and out!!!

I have been thinking and asking myself where have I done wrng? Whatever I told u, U will think i am so serious.. For this question I can only answer I have nvr been so serious talking about anything and I am always Joking... as i always tend to put Lols or Hahas. Cant u see ?? Also Y I am so sensitive in these is because others tend to say about u also in a joking tone and Y am I the one who get scold/said... I wanted to communicate with u more but when ever i talked to u, u replied once and nvr again ... I do care for u cause I knw I really like u I can say. If not Y would I even bother waking up 7am just to get something u want?

Phewww....... Relax.... Relax....

Well leaving SG in 2 days... so looking forward to it. I want to really go there and stare at stars and think really think.

2010-02-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

My Blog tdy will not be talking much abt tdy... Just a bit update and my feelings for the time being.

Tdy after sch, Dinner with Jaclyn and Jonathan Khoo... After that Des's Father drove Jaclyn home and me to des hse... hahas.. as usual cycle.. and chatted.

If only my life has been made easy. Not so easy but easy as I expected. I just want it simple... Y dont some ppl do not understand it? Omg... I really hate people who say settle in peace but still give "peace" to others. Y pick on me so much? I dint even irritate u in the first place and if you think I did, its u being paranoid. Me my character do not have the irritate people in the list. Do not make my blood boil or U will suffer. Don force me... Any more nonsence from u or ur blog, U can deny, u can bluff others but not me, don blame me for being nasty. I had enough. DONT TRY MY PATIENCE!!!

I admit that I like you, but I do not want to get into a R/S yet. I only know you for 3mths. Its not long enough but long enough to be a normal friend. I just want to communicate more with you. there's nth wrng with it. The more we communicate, the more we can understand each other. There is no need for any answer for nw. Feelings can be slowly developed.
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Alrights let me tell u all the truth to myself... I agree that i have lots of friends serious. I choose my friends carefully. I do not have much friends who are in traids meaning in Gangs. There are few but are once my close friends. When ever I am in trouble or people who say or disturb me W/ any valid reasons u can think of, they will nt hesitate to help me. I am glad to have these friends also hope they will leave the gang if they can.

There are friends who share with me their problems also not forgetting my problems with them. Some of them are not vry close to me but they still do share.. especially poly friends. I do not have much poly friends too.. Only few.

There are people who I dont really like but I treat everyone the same. Although I hate some ppl but I do still talk to them. Some of them mean no harm but just like to do things that make ppl hate them.

I also hate people who keeps bullying my friends especially my bros or sis... If u dare do it don blame me for helping them. Even if within the bro's meeting and 1 of the bro say anyone if my bro, i also will nt hesitate to scold.

Let me continue if I have thought of something to write... Haha. Off to study!!! Sociology is gg to be diff than revision and Sub paper is even more diff than Main paper... WA!!!

2010-02-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

Alrights Finished my essay in Joseph hse and just took me 15mins to complete the whole of 340 words. So fast and I know I did well for it. Tdy did nth but Jonathan Khoo came my hse in the early afternoon and I bought myself a shoe wooo.. yeah.

So nth much for tdy already. I am gg overseas this week... so looking forward to it... Friday !!!!

Hmm... Since u know already, I will not pretend as if nth has happened. I admit it though. I know becos u have someone in mind but not becos of him I am nt in ur list. I am also not so rush into the relationship. I just want to communicate more with you so that u will know what kind of guy I am. Sure there are gd and also not forgetting bad points. There are no perfect guys in the world. Main point is to communicate with u only. I can wait and I say I will... I just hope u wont becos of these many things that happened recently trying to ignore me or reluctant to reply me or anything. I do not know what to say but yeah thats quite introduction to what my intention was currently.

I just want to Communicate With You More... there wont be a stop cause when talking to me will have lots of topics and will also laugh till the end. Trust me will u xD.... Just hope that after u see this there wont be any other misunderstanding also.

Overseas Plan:

Check in: HarbourFront Centre
Transport: Cruise ( Star Virgo )
Plan: Relax
Route: High Seas Off Singapore
Departure: 9.00pm ( 12th Feb )
Arrival:11am (14th Feb )

Okaes thats My Trip plan... those who are sending me off, I will be glad...

2010-02-07T01:41:00.002+08:00

Tdy Went back to YuYing to help Mr Ayob with YYSS 100th Yr aniver.. things. Did for 6hrs omg!!! Completed 2 Coffins shape Acrylic. Only 2 ppl doing so sad... until Jon Khoo came ard 4pm to 5pm slap him so late lols.. so he helped out too.. Yeah gg complete 2 soon xD.. Kinda have a satifaction feeling. Hmmm..... Woooo. I love DNT and working on the 2 piece acrylic $500++ Job. Mr Ayob trust this $500++ project to me also so I cant dissapoint him. I knw that the work was well done.

After all, headed to Raffles hotel as usual... and ChinaTown wooo... saw Pamela my Pri sch friend. Her mum was selling Some Shrooms lols.. Don knw how to say hehe... Hmmm... After that went to Jalan Kayu to buy plants... after that to Chomp Chomp to eat Prata... Hehe off home ard 1am plus.

Hmm... Well I maybe paranoid.. but all i was thinking in my mind is to be close friends first... No other further meanings. No rush. I do not have time to sms u too much also.. also not forgetting to disturb u when u are working ... I knw the limits.. the only time is always Lunch time for evryone who is working. Its the only time for food and Phone. Its all... Yupps ... I knw that U knw already just hope u wont becos of this avoid and all..

2010-02-06T01:06:00.002+08:00

Alrights nothing much for tdy... went back to Yuying to help out Mr Ayob. Was tiring but fun ... completed 1 box and nw gg on to do 3 more hahas.. Wooo. Its really fun helping out lols. Hmm... After that Desmond's Father drove Jonathan Khoo and I tgt with des to his hse wooo.... free ride..
Then Dinner and off to Cycle hahas.. Love cycling xD... after cycle played at Leisure den Ecp to have subway.

Back home and stone...

Look into the Msn and see u online but dint really knw what to do. Wanted to talk to you but have no courage anymore... so I keep thinking the only way to do is to start talking to you before gg on to caring for u ...

I have confidence in myself no matter what. Not like some people who thinks rival is rather zzz... and becos of that become so petty. Although there is Backstabber and Rival, Its does not stop me frm gg on. I am sure u can be entertained much more than u are suppose to be...

I wanna share humorous things with you but U just ignored ...

Loneliness Knows Me By Name - Westlife

Is the song that can express my feelings ...

2010-02-05T01:16:00.002+08:00

Thx Vivien Chin, GuoLun, Ian, Desmond, Kia, Sarah, WenJia and All.. who have talked to me abt it. xD I am glad to really have all of u as a friend.. I knw she said that is to break my friendship with "Her".. but Y does she have to do that? Its like within the 2 times, she came in and brk the 2 times... I dint owe her anything and Just to let her know if she sees this.. by chance, She needs to find a place to hide cause my friend saw it and He wont let anyone backstab me in anyway. Just don't let my friends see her along de road.. i don knw what will happen. I hope nth happen but its Fate if she bumps into them. Amk nt a place to mingle ard ....

Alrights for tdy went to sch for tut @ 8am and end @ 9am.. WHAT??? OMG... Hahas. So after that went to Kovan alone to have breakfast. After that went home and sleep for 2hrs and off to TP to look for Kia and have dinner. After dinner rushed home and off to Kovan .. walked ard and den off to Maximum tune 3Dx with neighbour. Won straight all the way FTW.. wooo... Noobs everywhere.. omg!! CAnt believe it... Hakone my specialised map currently its a nice map to play with wooo...

Tmr meeting up with Des, Ian and Jon Khoo.. wooo.... Meet ups. GG to talk under the Moon. Its gg be fun... wahhaha. Its gg be YuYing's 100th yr aniversary this yr.. so gg back to Yuying more than often to help out the DnT department. Also to complete my artifect asap for the YEA ... Hahas... Young ... Award!!! I am gg for the prize...

2010-02-04T01:22:00.003+08:00

I WENT DOWN TO ANDERSON JC @ 7AM BUT MY LESSON STARTS @ 11AM TO GET IT FOR U... AND THIS IS UR ANSWER???

I GT THE ANSWER FRM UR FRIEND.. GD FRIEND.

I AM TOTALLY MOODLESS NW.

THINKING TO LEAVE OR NOT... I LOVE AUSTRALIA ...

2010-02-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

POST EDITED!!! AST: 12.59am

Glad that I have completed all assignments. Phew... what a relieve. Now can relax awhile b4 gg to study for majors. Although I dont lyk to force myself to study what i dislike but I have to persevere... Perseverance is what I have learnt from YuYing Sec sch and I will nt neglect what I have obtained in YuYing. Nursing FTW.... and to those Idiots who think Nursing is R-tards, U r real wrng. U will nvr know how much u will gain in it.

Mostly of my friends told me that I have great sense of Humor ever since they know me and not even friends. Cousin's friends who have seen me b4 also said that. Well I don't know myself but thats what majority said. I am glad to know that I am that kind of person. I can make ppl laugh easily by just doing sth or saying sth. My words do not verbally hurt others so easily.

For me personally, I actually do not care about myself more than I care for my friends. Maybe some do not know about this but I am sure Kia, Des, Ian and Joseph will know about this. I care for my friends more... no matter what happened to anyone of them, I will step out and help them in their difficulties. I feel a sense of relieve when I knew that it works when I helped them. They must be glad to have me as a friend. When ever we bros go out, although I am not like them always talking about girls, they will still talk to me. Not leaving me behind.

Well after what has happened 1yrs ago when this girl rejected me and not only that, she even break off contacts with me. Its kind of sad but still I have to let it go. I have been putting myself into a neutral position for almost 1yr plus. I really hope that I can find a better 1 which means She dont have to be Clever/Stupid, Tall/Short or ETC... but she must be Happy Always. Although I don't really have a specific target, I will analyse 2 of them which I have been observing for quite awhile... I just hope that History do not happen again or someone to interfere with it.

If those who read this post and thinks its HER?? U can go FLy kite lah ... I wont say anything nw. I am putting myself enclose not saying anything unless U are someone i trust..

Lastly I hate ppl who backstabs and Petty.

Tdy's post so long lols wonder who will read finish it? Only faithful friends, Bros and Sis will.

I saw it and it hurts but I am gg me time to calm down and think... and most probably I am telling Uncle i would go with him to Australia ... Goodbye Peeps...
Desmond I may not be there for u anymore but all the best... I hope I wont be gg but I cant get to live in SG again.

2010-02-02T00:02:00.003+08:00

I am already getting fused about my individual assignment now and there are lots of problems going on for me. Seriously its too much its affecting my mood to do anything. I am Fed up with this Article thing and its really getting on my nerves have to hand it in on Wed. 1 day left and I haven found it. I am seriously lagging behind alot.

Well I seriously find myself which my friends said, I can help others but unable to help myself. I need to improve on this. Seriously need to improve. I need to be able to help others and Myself.
I don care if its Psychologist, Sociologist or Zoogologist. PLs just help me when u can.
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Y am I the only one who is having this problems? I really dont see any point she needs to do this. And somemore carry on saying about us when u think u are still immature. Seriously alot ppl thinks u are still immature. You just dont listen.. Stop being so childish. I don wish to quarrel more. Its useless it makes me immature. Not only that ur just being Petty. Thats 1 of the reason to her reason nt accepting u. So u should just reflect. I don really care much abt this Relationship process now. I am gg concentrate on my studies more. I will do my best in helping her. You can also do whatever u want but all i want is do not to say Desmond anymore...!!!!

U can ask Y i always protect desmond. I can only answer u that He is my friend I protect everone who is my friend. I don let ppl disturb them Get it? Aiyo Y am i writting so much ... OFf i go to do individual assignment.

~~~ Time Shall Decide everything ~~~

Loneliness Knows Me By Name - Westlife

~ Time Shall Decide everything ~